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moodyashell 
i dont know, i'm so freaked the meds arent going to work its hard to relax. so when some jackass at work pisses me off, i'm wondering if i'm going to snowball into full blown ridiculousness and loose control. sometimes i lose control and yell. sometimes i lose control and throw/kick things. sometimes i lose control and eat a bottle of pills for dinner. i know its probably something that wont get better by obsessing on it, but since when does the rest of my body listen to my brain?
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Give it time and your meds are going to work. You just need to sit back and relax. TAKE SOME DEEP BREATHES!!!! I know what you mean when you say you lose it. I lose it from time to time myself. It is mostly with my kids. I lose it and I end up yelling at them. It's not fair to them but what else can I do. I need to talk to my doc. to see if he can give me some more nerve pills. They have tried me on serveral and none of them seem to work. Then my kids get the brunt of it all and it's so not fair to them. They seem like the only ones I take my anger and frustration out on. I am so fucked up when it comes to dealing with my frustration and anger. So don't be to hard on youself my friend you are not alone. Even though my world seems perfect it is NOT!!!! We all have our days.
Love, April
AprilMartin
"work" is a four-letter word. remember that you always have the power to quit a job. that's the ultimate control. of course, "rent" and "bill" are four-letter words too. still, though.
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