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moodyashell 
1. i had an abortion some years ago and now am having trouble getting pregnant and altho i dont believe in a "punishing" god per se i feel that i may have missed my one chance and it hurts me so much i cant think about it.
2. i once sat in a car at a beach cutting myself and decided i didnt have the tools to do a proper job of tearing my vein open and so i ran around the parking lot, frantically, crying, freezing, dying, only to find i was in the one parking lot in the universe which contained no broken glass. i lived another day.
3. i believe every living being is connected and that is what i call god and if you hurt one part of that being it hurts all of it.
4. unless i'm at work, i'm smoking weed.
5. i have never ever felt comfortable in my body nor ever had an article of clothing that i felt looked good on me and this sucks because people making sweeping generalizations about you based on things like makeup, lack of it, wardrobe etc. and i could never feel comfortable in either of my skins and felt unjustly judged and isolated and never really known. i have never been able to articulate this to anyone.
6. i used to make a lot of money. now i make shit. did i make the right decision?
7. i am funniest when i am angriest and i think most people prefer me that way
8. once in college i threw my drink in the face of a frat guy dick and for that second before he lunged and tried to kill me it felt fucking great and i would do it again.
9. my biggest catastrophes have defined me.
10. i am fascinated by women who marry men on death row and have read multiple books about them.
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Very, very interesting...thank you for sharing.
Mike.
Disillusioned1
...whoah. Good 10.
Janus
maybe you didn't fit into your clothes correctly because you had numbers one through fucking ten in there with you. try on a pair of pants now. and regarding number one: there's always another chance. has to be. because if there's not, that means all the orpahns born to rape victims and murderers and junkies only had one chance to have a family. that can't be, because there are people like you in the world looking for another chance. you'd have to smoke your weed on the patio, though. i love you.
fivefilms
yes i'm upset about being the patio thing but i could work around it. thank you for your support. i cant belive youre standing this close to a train wreck...youre getting blood all over you. i love you.
moodyashell
aww, shucks, i ain't never goin' nowhere. i've had my moments, too. just haven't had the balls to let 'em loose. maybe when i'm 38. you better be standing close enough to get blood on you, hun.
fivefilms
oh i'll be on that blood like white on rice
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