moodyashell's Journal

yeah little freakin yellow face i do feel "ok" but get off my back about defining every fluxuation of my mood in some neat little category followed by a cutesy word and an even cutesier smiley face. despite your neat little calming colors and sensitive webmasters. i'm not an emoticon. ok. sometimes i fall between horrific and blind, sometimes i feel green and clammy, sometimes i am blazed red with creativity but dripping black from the hands that are too heavy to do anything about it.  alot of the time i am running, running, maybe from an unseen blanket that will block out all the light, sometimes from a loosened nail that releases anger in waves so big they sweep me and everything and everyone around me out to a sea of glass, jagged and hungry for blood. got a smiley face for that one?