moodyashell's Journal

i'm manic i can feel it...the meds smooth over the sleeplessness but not the rage.....i start to overanalyze everything and nothing seems to meet my expectations, not work, not my marriage, not myself.....the self loathing is in full force.....creativity switches to writing on DS, away from my usual art....everything is edgy and jagged and sharp and i'm rolling around in it.