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  • About Me

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    xclairabellx

    Female, 24
    Worcestershire, GBR
    Member since July 16, 2007

    • About Me

      I am currently at college studing to be a hair dresser and have completed my NVQ level one. I love reading and writing poems and mainly spending time on my own.

      I am currently at college studing to be a hair dresser and have completed my NVQ level one. I love reading and writing poems and mainly spending time on my own.

    • Interests

      Reading, writting and being round friends who i can trust and rely on...

      Reading, writting and being round friends who i can trust and rely on...

  • Recent Activity

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  • Journal

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    • I f i could die i would right now...

      Mood December 27, 2008 4:49pm

      I hate my life i hate it so much, the last couple of days have been the worst ever in the world, all that has happened to me has almost pushed me …

    • sorry ....

      Mood December 21, 2008 5:18pm

      Im sorry i have been a way fro so long.....

       

       

      everything in my life went from bad to worse and i needed to lock my self away for a …

    • Still struggling

      Mood November 16, 2008 3:04pm

      Gosh it has been a while since i last wrote my last entry, the past month has been really hard for and i have been struggling more than i have ever …

    • My first session...

      Mood October 8, 2008 2:12pm

      Wow i did it i finally went for my first session with a specalist rape and sexual abuse counsellor today....

       

      It was really hard and painful and …

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    • Present

      From Person913 Friday

      Happy Thanksgiving!

    • Hug

      From weaver2207 July 5

      If today was your last day
      And tomorrow was too late
      Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
      -Nickelback

    • Hug

      From JUNE4 July 4

      HOW ARE YOU NOW

    • Hug

      From peixi April 5

      how are you?

    • Hug

      From peixi March 12

      if you're not in this world then who am i to blow a kiss now ;) i'm here if you need any more corny lines, believe me, i hope you get to feel better, i hope for you

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  • Goals

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    Goal End Date is Sep 14, 08 443 days ago.
  • Support Groups

    • Close Rape

      I was raped over many years of my life from family members and other people... As a result i hate my self and have very little confidence, i also find it hard to make friends.

      Treatments

      Psychotherapy Not Working
      this didnt help as they had given me a male to talk to...
      Talking Somewhat Helpful
      Only when you find the right person they never stay for long tho....
    • Close Sexual Abuse

      I was sexual abused from the age of 5, this also later turned into rape untill recently... Im lost i dnt no who i am anymore i just want to find some friends who will understand my pain...

      Treatments

      Leave Not Working
      running away never helped me it made things worse...
      Music Working / Worked
      I forget where i am and who i have become
      Talking Somewhat Helpful
      only when the right people are there
    • Open Self-Injury

      i have been cutting my self for about 15 yrs now... i love it the way it makes me feel and the pain i get after makes me feel alive, the thing is it scares me that the more i cut the worse im getting and i just dont care...

      Treatments

      Psychotherapy Not Working
      never really talked about it
      Red Marker Not Working
      there was never no pain with it...
      Rubber Bands Not Working
      didnt have the same effect i was looking for
      Squeezing Ice Not Working
      just didnt work
      Talking Not Working
      cant find anyone who understands why i do it...
    • Open Depression
      Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

      I have been diognosed with clinical depression for over 2 yrs now... i was sectioned last yr into a mental hospital, and it scared the hell out of me... there sre days when i just dont see the point in living anymore and days when all i want to do is cry... but i hide this from friends and family by playing the everything fine game... its not im breaking in half and hate my life...

      Treatments

      Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Too Soon to Tell
      can never see any inprovements
      Prozac Not Working
      did me no good
      Psychotherapy Not Working
      male wot more can i say....
      Support from Friends & Family Not Working
      i sometimes dont even no who they are anymore, as soon as there is a problem with me they seem to brush it under the carpet...
      Writing Working / Worked
      always write poems and thoughts down the best thing in the world...
      Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
      they help to take the edge of things and the side effects are not that bad...
      Lunesta Working / Worked
      these are great they help me to sleep as i find it so hard to switch my brain and thoughts off sue to nightmares....
    • Open Diabetes Type 1

      Treatments

      Lantus Working / Worked
    • Open Eating Disorders

      xclairabellx hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

      i was physical and emotional abused from the age of 2, by both my parents.

      Treatments

      Abuse Counseling Considering
      Forgiveness Considering
      Music Somewhat Helpful
      Psychotherapy Considering
      Talking Considering
    • Open Incest Survivors

      xclairabellx hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open Bullying

      xclairabellx hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
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