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lovewins 
11:35am Yesterday
TODAY IS MY 28TH BIRTHDAY AND I AM SOO ANGRY. I FEEL LIKE BREAKING SOMETHING. I AM IN SOOO MUCH PAIN. THESE FUCKIN GODDMENED PILLLS AINT FUCKIN MY LIFE. MY LIFE FEELS RUINED. I HAD ENOUGH. I EXPLODED AT MY MOMS CUZ I JUST HAD IT. I GOT SAD LOOKIN AT HER SAD. I JUST CAN'T GO OUT CUZ OF TOO MUCH PAIN. I AM HAVING NERVOSU BREAK DOWNS. FUCKIN ER CAN'T DO SHIT CUZ IN THE PAST THEY NEVER SO I CAN'T GO. I HAD ENOUGH OF THE PAIN.
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happy birthday..lovewins..i am sorry that you are in so much pain..big hugs ..marie
penny59
Happy Birthday! Hope you get to feeling better soon!
BipolarPrincess
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR FRIEND!!SORRY YOUR PAIN HAS INCREASED....
lonelyinNY
It's your birthday Precious, thinking of you with love J
macjude
Happy birthday sid!!!hope you feel better, besides your mom understands.
Isolated83
Happy Birthday, I am sorry you are in so much pain.
angelashlyn
Well, happy b-day. Try to make the best of it. At least have a little cake :) And don't try and break anything. You'll just hurt yourself. I've thought, many times, about breaking my bathroom mirror with my fist.......so I know exactly what you're talking about. And I like to beat my head against the wall, when I'm having one of my 'episodes'
borderz
Sweetie,
You have to count your blessings.
PERIOD.
I know pain. Im in pain everyday of my life.
Im living with a disease that has no cure
and may take my young life early.
I thank god EVERY SINGLE DAY THAT IM ALIVE.
Why?
Because it's a gift. Your life is a gift too.
You have to DRAG yourself out of this misery
and self pity.
ENOUGH ALREADY.
I LOVE YOU many other people love you.
It's time for you to love YOURSELF.
You are more than this.
I pray that in time you will learn this.
Live your life like it's GOLDEN
Because it is.
I Love ya sooooo much.
Check your youtube page and your emails ok.
Call ya soon babe.
Niecy.
LovelyNiecy
Hey Sidney...I have to say that I agree with Niecy. I know you want a pity party with lots of attendees...and who could blaim you? You go through a lot!! But you aren't the only one...and you need to see that. OK? I know the Sidney is in there that can rise above with God's help, and look beyond the past, and even the present-to see the positive and blessings. I say this, because I see the signs...and you're starting down a deep, dark, spiral again. It really is a choice, just like you used to say? Trust in God, and run to Him for help? Or get angry at Him, and run away? He loves you so much!!! We all care...but what can even your friends do, until you pray and get into the word to hel yourself a bit. I am sorry if this sounds harsh...But I love you, and you know that. We all want whats best for you! huggggs of peace and comfort.
JasmineRenee
I'm so sorry you are in so much pain. *HUGS* Happy birthday!
RITKat
Happy birthday, love! sorry ur in so much pain. i'm here for you whenever ur ready to let go.....you know?
Love your friend,jon
MarshallJon
I;m sorry you feel so badly!! Happy belated birthday!!
Grateful1984
Happy Fucked up birthday to you! I hate birthdays, cause mine always suck. And living with pain is my norm also, I feel you friend. Fuck them all.
tinderhart
I feel your pain. I hope next year's birthday will be better.
tootiewoodie
I just returned from my plane trip last night.
Better late then never so HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
I Hope you are now feeling better if not I hope you feel better soon.
LKM1982
happy birthday. its time to live the life you've always wanted. like right now.
Ced357