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lovewins 
10:33am, November 15, 2009
the aches the pain of life
feels like the stab of a knife
i bleed inside
loneliness makes me dead
so i cry instead
then i feel numb again
i can't seem to be my own friend
i lost my senses
loneliness kills my defenses
breakin me to pieces
i feel shitted like feces
i am done
i just dont feel the sun
i feel darkness as i run
i feel fucked and drunk
like i had 2 much rum
i feel dead walkin in a cold world of pain
death calls my name
but life calls me to help the people in pain
i fight demons every day
as i pray the pain
makes it way to my achy veins
i cry tears of torment
thru it i am bombarded by the clouds and rain
lonely i cry goin insane
nothing seems to change
i am doomed in pain
i feel so detached and estranged
i dont feel any love
i feel stuck dumb numb
will i ever be loved?
i just want to love me
but i forgot my identity
i dont wanna be successful someday
and be loved cuz i feel great
i feel sad today
i have no to blame
i just always feel bad
and when i feel bad
i feel like i am alone in a place of hell and wrath
depression has seeped into me
i cry drowning in a sea of misery
lord i cant take this no more
i feel dead in my own corpse
ressurrect me cuz i feel dead with no amor
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doggielovergirl
I feel this way. This is beautiful.
RITKat
God, I'm so sorry you feel so bad honey. But if it makes you feel any better, I feel like that too sometimes. Just pray it'll get better. At the end of the day, all you can do is pray to God. He's the only one who's always there..........
borderz
How I feel for you Love, please try to keep sane but I know what you mean and I don't suffer nearly as badly as you do, I wish you could feel the love isend to you to comfort you, try to remember you are never alone, pain is the bitch don't let her win, lol J
macjude
oh love...this poem is so real and beautiful, i know how much terrible torment you are in dear love....but remember that line you wrote that death calls your name, but life calls you to help the people in pain...remember love...remember...the suffering, the broken, the tormented.....we all need you love, the souls in torment and misery and darkness need you dear dear brother....hang on, please hang on..this cold world needs you.......things will get better love..i mean how much worse can they get? they have no where to go but get better..i am thinking of you dear brother and praying for you 2.......peace, beauty, love, hope , healing , and all thing's good and pure for my beautiful brother...love, maggie
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