lovewins's Journal

fuckin angry at this fuckin life

i wanan just die

i ahet bein alive

in a world full of lies

gettin sicker feelin bitter

leave me alone

besides i always felt alone

hell with it all

i watch as i fall

i can't stand being in this cold earth

death seems better than feelin hurt

i am tired of bein mr fuckin positivity

gotta feed the real

yes this fuckin world is fuckin negativity

i can't get no fuckin relief

where is God as i breathe

wheezing slowly under pain i can't believe

i feel i am dying early

fuck my birthday

i don't even wanna celebrate

fuck it all

all this is gonna be ok

was just fuckin godddamn blind faith

i feel like exploding

yes i am insane

call me that i don't give a fuck no more ok

i've been called names

this life is a fucked up miserable game

dealing with pain that is fuckin up my brain

my moms is sufferin too

i feel so abused used

i wanna just break something somebody

the pain is misery

so fuckin with me

is like fuckin with a time b-o-m-b

i don't care if i make enemies

besides this fuckin world left me to bleed

so fuck the world as i breathe

i had enough of this fuckin insanity

yes u can fuckin say it i am crazy

so i had it with feelin so nuts

i had it with this so fuck

you alll and all this bullshit

i don't care no more

life on earth is hellish

so fuck it fuck it all

i always felt like an outcast

now i am sick i got a shitty life to feel like crap

fuck this bullshit