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lovewins 
10:33am, November 15, 2009
i wake up every day feeling depressed and sick. i just feel my life is going nowhere with the pain i feel. i talk to people here on dailystrength and i love you all. if it was not for DS, i would feel sicker. my bipolar situation is due to thinking alot and feeling lonely. i help people here cuz i feel your pain. when i am sick, i need love. i need love alot so i give it and i get it back on DS. i love you all. i just feel sick and i just am pissed at my life. i am gonan be 28 on saturday. i am not celebrating. i had a hellish but learning year. i learned about teh fake bastards who are not true friends. i swallowed a bitter pill of pain and loneliness. i am tired alot. i get less sleep. i feel more social anxiety and paranoid. i just feel i am goin nuts!!
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i know you don't know me, but my heart went out to ya when i read this......I'm older than you--so, just wanted to let you know that if you take what you know now, you can use it to your advantage in the rest of your life! Peeps only walk on peeps who let them---take it as a lesson learned--know in your heart that you deserve better---pull yourself up and then pop your collar, baby! SHINE!!!!! =) peace..... "Fire"
fireinmydesire4life
...and then don't let them get you this year! You can do it!! focus on YOUR dreams and goals and GO FOR IT!!!!! the rest can go you know where!
fireinmydesire4life
Happy Birthday LW, sounds like you hate birthdays as much as me. Reading your post reminds me of how much we feel the same way about many things. I feel like shit too, and trust no one. DS is my only connection to the world, since I have become the Hermit from Hell. Anyway, sorry to have deleted you by mistake, I was cleaning house, and hit your button by mistake. Cheeer up, you are not alone. Love Tinder (Miss bipolar from Hell)
tinderhart
My friend,you may be going thru Hell,but you don't have to stay there! In the name of the most high God,I pray that you are released from your anguish and pain. Keep on going- take it minute by minute. I pray things will get better for you. Again,I have said this to you- you get what you give. You are reaching out here,sending us all good thoughts,prayers,and affection-it will come back to you!
You will get DOUBLE for your trouble,lovewins. Believe it.
Wishing you all good things~ Pam
Pam730
i reckon you should def celebrate your birthday! im sorry you feel so bad, try taking just each day as it comes, ive always found looking back is bad and predicting the future is not helpful, if you believe you are gonna be in pain then you will be in pain, i know it aint as simple as that theres more to it, just sharing my experience which is different to yours, im glad you have a lot of love to give and you get it back, and thats a great positive, if it wasnt for people around us im sure we wouldnt be who we are. Big love and i hope you can find a way out of this pain x
firespinner
why arent you going to celebrate your bday..you have to. what about your family ..you never talk about them.. i am sorry you are hurting so bad.. keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.. hugs ..marie
penny59
i know you don't feel like celebrating when you are in a lot of pain, in heart and soul, it's all to much and whats to celebrate, another day of feeling disgusting? but know this Love, yesterday i was feeling really hurt and rejected and I was sitting there and I thought of you and I knew you'd care that I was hurting and would make me feel better if I could get on line, so your gift to me is your love and I thank you for it, you make a huge difference in my like, love to you Love, J
macjude
I know how you feel.Im suffering from alot of physical and emotional pain too.Your in my prayers.I hope your birthday went well.God Bless You.
rosey222