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lovewins 
11:35am Yesterday
my life has been a real learning experience. i still feel anxious. i still get sad. but i feel the tougher times are makin me a nicer man. i do get scared since i sense auras alot. i sense negativity more than positivity in a world full of pain. i feel love kills pain. i give my seat to the sick cuz i know how it feels to feel so sick and not having say in saying go away sickness. only god can save me. thx DS alot for the love. i even applaude the people who are not my friends. i stilll love u. i forgive my dad cuz he hated himself. without self love u cant love. i struggle with self esteem. i feel ugky within cuz of the pain. but i am not ugly. i am beautiful like all creation. i could die right now. look at mike jackson. he died. so is it worth it all the diseases, beef with people to stress with when we can die in a minute. i wish i could make all on DS happy. I CANT SO I PRAY. i hope u all are better. i get sick but i meditate. i am all humanity with love pain and shame in me. i am the ghetto carribean america all in one. i am the good and evil. so i am no better than the next. if i judgw i wanna be judged too.
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that is so moving i wish all the very best my friend i can like most ppl relate plz take care of yourself.. Umali
sledteam
Sweetie you are one of the few reasons why I stay here at DS.
If it weren't for you and about less than 10 other people, I would say to hell with the whole damn thing! There is NO love here at DS. I think it's full of SHIT.
In fact I call it Daily Shit.
So that is just my honest opinion.
But yeah I love your journal wisdom.
Keep being the sweetie pie that you are !
Mama LOVED the video!!!
Love ya OODLES,
Niecy
LovelyNiecy
hallelujah
Nobama
You are very nice to say that about ds!Ill pray for you too!HUGSSS!
rosey222
hi,can feel where ur coming from,hugs,,take care,
rockbabe
I am glad you can still love.So many have put up stone walls around thier hearts.I love what you wrote.Keep the faith,keep on keeping on !
overtherainbow
you are right you love can out weight the negativity, i find helping other therapeutic and a learning experience when you meet someone new you gain new perspectives and that brings about change and i think as humans we need to see growth coz when i feel really down seeing the world pass you by its almost like your static but you know nothing is ever the same, anyway sorry babble thankyou for your journal you are very wise keepin it real
firespinner
hey smiler:)..see why you SHOULD be here??So soo many of us ,love and appreciate you and your friendship ,and would be lost without your kindness that can make our day...
Hope you know just how very much you are cared about here...friendship goes two ways ,and we`re all here for you too..anytime ok??
When you need a friend ,just holler!......Sending you heaps of love ,and as many comforting (((((hugs))) as you need....ttys...take care...love always ,sharon xoxoxoxoxooxx
Rocky7
I agree with Rocky plus, Love hugs & prayers for you xxoo
redsilverfox
Thanks...
LL15