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lovewins 
1:42pm
in pain i i walk
thought the sun shines
i feel miserable and lonely
body gliding feelin disconnected
i feel so out of it
feelin like i am losin it
feelin like everyone is
having friends and i feel alone in my bs
i am happy i got ds
but it sux not sleeping at all
i feel lifeless
no meds work for pain
i am goin to see a dentist
i feel u i had it!!
they say life is a test
but damn man when will i rest
i feel sick everyday
i am sick of livin like in pain
i am angry pissed
why me
why the pain tortured soul
i try to rest in my bed
i try all the meds
all i feel is misery
i cried in the bathroom today
sometimes i wish i was dead
the pain is unbearable
i have enough of the pills
the pain is 2 much
i pray but all i feel is pain
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we've gotta talk. i know what you mean...but i also know we can get free of this pain & use it for good to help others.
sorry i didn't get back to you, but call again, ok?
something has to give before the end of summer, and i still have hope it will somehow.
sending love & prayers to you.
love, janis
moonstar
I hurt like that both physically and emotionally. I think about dying all the time, In fact I thought about it just today and yesterday too. I wish I could just go to sleep and not wake up when I feel that bad. Especially when people are mad at me, like now. I feel like I am suffocating and losing control when I am like that. I will pray for you, and we can talk.
GingerParker
Oh sweetie!!!
Ya want some M&M's???? lol.
We all get like this! Im so proud of you!
You use your journal for what it is for.
To let out your feelings. I love the fact that you
don't hold back.
Actually that's kinda sexy.....lol.
But seriously it's good to just let out your feelings.
Kinda like purging yourself.
It's very cleansing and it's all good.
Hey I wanted to ask you, did you re-join myspace?
There's a picture of you on my friendlist.
Im just wondering....Let me know that it's really you ok.
We have alott to talk about sweetie.
So um...like I said go to 7eleven on 145th and buy some
M&M's and Chillax!!!
Love ya doll,
Niecy.
LovelyNiecy
I dont feel well either i feel like im losing my mind too.Im here for you.HUGSSSS!
rosey222