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lovewins
Male, 28, bronx, NY
"pain with god by my side"
2:54am
i feel like goin insane cuz i feel so fucked up Mood
Thursday, January 15, 2009 | A Poem/Artistic story

past memories bipolarish scenes

on the train i feel people are talkin about me

i feel people hate me

i feel so lonely so depressed

i wish i was in the midst of happiness

i feel blessed but yet i feel stressed

i feel like an outcast

low self esteem and i can not get a lady

i feel too low to even think of me as sweet

when i feel so angry sad

fuck i am angry at me

i hate me

that is why i feel this low self esteem

i know i need to be up

but it is tough when your mind is playin you up

oh and your physical stuff

makes you wanna fcuk someone up

i live in a city where i wanna get the fuck out of

it about money lust no love

i feel lonely i cry inside

plus i can not get healthy

oh god i am goin insane

i feel dead inside

i need love within

but i am slippin

i feel soulless

i cry everyday inside and outside at times

i know people suffer more me

i see pain is in aids and diabetes

i feel the pain kills me when i see

the pain that i breathe

i am seein the life turn out with no l-o-v-e

i feel like goin crazy

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Comments

  1. littlemisstracy2u

    LET IT OUT MY FRIEND. BLEED THE SOUL UNTIL ALL THAT IS LEFT IS THE GOOD. IT WILL HAPPEN.
    TAKE CARE


    littlemisstracy2u

  2. Kindmirrow

    I am facing my own "ghost" issues. I see the recurring themes with you, myself and others.

    Questioning: Am I lovable?

    You are. Let the false image of someone who isn't human (yet oh so much "better") fade away, revealing your natural beauty.


    Kindmirrow

  3. Ellocin

    ***HUGS*** I know how a lot of that feels, not good, hope you are feeling better soon. You are such a great person. ***HUGS*** Take care and blessings.


    Ellocin

  4. bipolarforlife

    do u see a pdoc hon
    sorery i need to go to your journal and read more
    please dont feel so hard on yoursefl u are always so supportive i see it here u are a beautiful supportive man
    and anybody would be lucky to have u
    i am here to chat and such
    aytime my friend lol jan


    bipolarforlife

  5. rick3095

    Come to Me, and I Will Give You Rest
    25 At that time Jesus declared, “I thank you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, that you have hidden these things from the wise and understanding and revealed them to little children; 26 yes, Father, for such was your gracious will. [7] 27 All things have been handed over to me by my Father, and no one knows the Son except the Father, and no one knows the Father except the Son and anyone to whom the Son chooses to reveal him. 28 Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”


    rick3095

  6. fieldofdaisies

    I'm with you brother, we're all with you. Message me anytime you need a friend. God's peace, Maggie


    fieldofdaisies

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