past memories bipolarish scenes
on the train i feel people are talkin about me
i feel people hate me
i feel so lonely so depressed
i wish i was in the midst of happiness
i feel blessed but yet i feel stressed
i feel like an outcast
low self esteem and i can not get a lady
i feel too low to even think of me as sweet
when i feel so angry sad
fuck i am angry at me
i hate me
that is why i feel this low self esteem
i know i need to be up
but it is tough when your mind is playin you up
oh and your physical stuff
makes you wanna fcuk someone up
i live in a city where i wanna get the fuck out of
it about money lust no love
i feel lonely i cry inside
plus i can not get healthy
oh god i am goin insane
i feel dead inside
i need love within
but i am slippin
i feel soulless
i cry everyday inside and outside at times
i know people suffer more me
i see pain is in aids and diabetes
i feel the pain kills me when i see
the pain that i breathe
i am seein the life turn out with no l-o-v-e
i feel like goin crazy






LET IT OUT MY FRIEND. BLEED THE SOUL UNTIL ALL THAT IS LEFT IS THE GOOD. IT WILL HAPPEN.
TAKE CARE
littlemisstracy2u
I am facing my own "ghost" issues. I see the recurring themes with you, myself and others.
Questioning: Am I lovable?
You are. Let the false image of someone who isn't human (yet oh so much "better") fade away, revealing your natural beauty.
Kindmirrow
***HUGS*** I know how a lot of that feels, not good, hope you are feeling better soon. You are such a great person. ***HUGS*** Take care and blessings.
Ellocin
do u see a pdoc hon
sorery i need to go to your journal and read more
please dont feel so hard on yoursefl u are always so supportive i see it here u are a beautiful supportive man
and anybody would be lucky to have u
i am here to chat and such
aytime my friend lol jan
bipolarforlife
Come to Me, and I Will Give You Rest
25 At that time Jesus declared, “I thank you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, that you have hidden these things from the wise and understanding and revealed them to little children; 26 yes, Father, for such was your gracious will. [7] 27 All things have been handed over to me by my Father, and no one knows the Son except the Father, and no one knows the Father except the Son and anyone to whom the Son chooses to reveal him. 28 Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”
rick3095
I'm with you brother, we're all with you. Message me anytime you need a friend. God's peace, Maggie
fieldofdaisies