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lovewins
Male, 28, bronx, NY
""sent from heaven" keyshia cole"
1:42pm
bipolar state of mind Mood
Tuesday, December 30, 2008 | A Poem/Artistic story

loneliness than ultimate bliss

anxiuosness then losin it

fear is a crazy sentiment

but when i am high

i am excellent

why do i need to feel happy and peaceful

when i am excellent

i am sensitive

but i know bipolarish thoughts are just jibberish

paranoia about people lookin at me on the streets

or thugs ready to beat my ass til i bleed

i even get thoughts i will die

i feel crazy and losin my mind

i feel the pain inside never subsidin

just darkness like my illness on the physical vibe

but it will get better

i know it will get better

i just feel nervous about bein a damn failure in life

i fear not havin a good life

stuck alone without a wife

and dyin in loneliness

 

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Comments

  1. debiwebby

    I'm sorry you're feeling lonely tonight, friend.
    I am married but feel lonely a lot too. The relationship is hard...
    I'll say a prayer for you.
    Take care now,
    Debi


    debiwebby

  2. Saturatedsoul

    We are all stronger than we think.


    Saturatedsoul

  3. kweeks2006

    Wow that was a neat poem, but you can beat this and become anyone you want to. You seem strong, determened and willing. Stay focused and all good things will come for you.


    kweeks2006

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