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You know I am always on your side and I am sad when you are sad. Always hoping you will feel better and I know how hard this is to not feel well. You are doing a lot of good things to help yourself by talking about this, being a nice friend, taking care of yourself and all of the good things you do. Hugs.

Hi Lovewins, I understand your feelings and you are right to express all of your feelings. It is good that you do. You have a right to be who you are and what you are and if you are not feeling well you can express this. I love ya for who you are no matter what mood you are in. You have to be you. HUgs and love and much support.

I'm glad you're feeling a better for having let off steam. I know what you mean with evil seeming to pay off but we both know God is on our side. I admire you for having faith despite all of this. I'll say a prayer for you in the hope you won't have to wait long for the neurologist appointment.

Spit it out Sweetheart, get all the bile off your chest, we love you enough to take it and understand you need to vent, so vent away. Glad the walk helped and I'm sad your Mom and you are disrespected, thats bad, love you, J

iam sorry your hurting, sometimes pain gets the best of us. you give lots of people advice brother. to cheer up and keep going,. we got to practice what we preach my brother, don't get mad, well you can get mad if you want, iam only being real, love you alot . you have become a good friend to me. and i care,

I'm sorry you are in pain. Pain and lonelyness is sometimes like a barking dog in your own head. You cant hear anything good because of the damn dog. I know you are trying hard to shut him up. I also see how many people care about you. Lose to loosers and keep the positive people. I'm pulling for you.

You have every right to vent your frustration and anger. That's part of what this site is about. I hope you know by now that I'm not going to judge you and you can talk to me whenever you want. Take care honey.

i really hope the neo. doc works for you. being in pain as long as you have, is enough to drive you crazy. i feel so bad for you. i know what lonliness feels like too, as i stay in from my agorphobia. vent, vent, vent, it is healthy to do. you can't hold it inside, so vent away when ever you need too. take care my friend.

sorry ur feeling so bad. I will pray u feel better soon. hugs,tedi

Let it out!! Scream at the top of your lungs!!! Get the fustration and pain out. It's not good keeping it in...it eats at you and will turn you into someone that is cold. You are not a cold person not by far. YOu are the opposite; you are such a caring person and I am so sorry you are going through this.
When things seem to be at their worse that is when we have to hold on even tighter. Yes, there are a lot of things not fair in this world but, if things were easy for everyone then what kind of life is that; is not living. Living is getting through the bad times, painful times, sad times so that when good times happen we can treasure them and enjoy them. Everyone has a story to tell full of pain, sorrow, tragedies, good times, happy times, and etc. No one is perfect and no one has it easy. Because of all of this that is why we find people to lead on, talk to, find a common ground to show that we are not alone.
YOu vent all you want that is why we are hear...to listen, to comfort, to be the shoulder to cry on...to laugh with, smile with and just enjoy knowing that there are people out there that have you're back.
Hang in there sweetie you can get past this and we are here for you!!
Feel better ((HUGS))

Sidney ,i`m glad you can at least come here and vent my friend..
No ,and i wouldn`t insult you by telling you that "turning" to god will help...everybody is different and i`m not terribly religious).....What helps one ,won`t be that helpful to another..
yes ,there will always be ppl worse off than us...but ,as my mum always tells me..that doesn`t retract from the constant ,nagging pain WE feel!
It doesn`t help to think that ,when you can`t sleep ,or concentrate due to the unbearable discomfort coursing through your body.
The only thing i will say ,is i`m here for you my dear friend ,and i totally understand the frustration you feel..
we seem to have to constantly PROVE our disabilities...something i personaly find insul;ting ,when i have to cope ,day to day ,with this mind boggling pain.
Try and lean on your friends ,cos we do know how you feel..mainly cos we`re dealing with the same issues..
Take care...get lots of rest when you can...sending lots of love ,and gentle i`m with you hugs....ttys..sharon xoxoxox

I'm proud of you :)

Good for you! I have a tendency to feel self pity so don't beat up on yourself. Ii admire the courage you are demonstrating.

That's awesome,
Very positive and such an achievement.
Must have bee really hard.
I don't know you but im proud.

Glad you got out for a bit..very proud of you too...sending hugs to you!! :)

Great!!! hugs,tedi

That is great that you took a nice walk today. I am hoping you will feel well. It is ok. When we don't feel well sometimes we just need to get it out that we don't feel well. Hugs.

Glad to hear you got into the fresh air, glad you were well enough to walk, glad just to know you, lol J

I'm so glad you got out of the house for a bit. Maybe you can start taking short walks everyday, if it will make you feel better, if only for a little while.

I admire the courage and determination you are showing in the face of so much. Indeed, God will never leave you.

Wow, giving up your pain meds. That is really brave and something I couldn't do, I don't go out the door with out getting drugged up to face the day, please take them if you need them Babe, lol J

Im glad you have hope.I keep praying for you.

hi love, my sister use to get migrains so bad, it was hell, she was on so many different medicines, nothing worked. the pain was unbearable, in her head and neck. then, like a miricle they slowed downed. now she get one maybe 3x's a year. i hope your pain goes away. pain is unbearable. they started in her early 20tys, and she had them for about ten years. not everyday, but alot. i pray for you my friend, that this neo. doc will find something to help you. you are so nice and kind, you don't deserve this. you are in my prayer too. xxoo, ronna

I admire your courage. I don't think I could do what you're doing. I'd lose hope and just give up. Please talk to me whenever you want. You're always in my heart :)