hi i'm ahome maker well i have a job at i baby sit. i have 4 children 3 grown and one 17 year old a husband i still walk like to walk i'm a christian and i love the Jesus he is my trusted friend at this time i enjoy swimming it helps me with the pain in my legs family don't understand so i write in my journey and understand i'm the only one going through this so i make the best of this situation and move on oh yea i have a passion for prayer so ipray all the time, for others i know with this.
hi i'm ahome maker well i have a job at i baby sit. i have 4 children 3 grown and one 17 year old a husband i still walk like to walk i'm a christian and i love the Jesus he is my trusted friend at this time i enjoy swimming it helps me with the pain in my legs family don't understand so i write in my journey and understand i'm the only one going through this so i make the best of this situation and move on oh yea i have a passion for prayer so ipray all the time, for others i know with this.
well i enjoy reading and crochet and walking when i can writing in my journel, poetry i enjoy going to chruch, praying tslking to the Lord he is my best freind.
well i enjoy reading and crochet and walking when i can writing in my journel, poetry i enjoy going to
bells commented on their journal entry IT'S NOT ABOUT ME! 5:36pm
well i'm back and no it is not easy but i'm getting better i've lost43 pounds since eddie's dealth…
March 8, 2009 10:20pm
Sunday this day i had a plan the word went forth and i was blessed when I go to church the people of God give me so much love oh yea I get lots of …
January 9, 2009 4:43pm
i think of this life and have found out that the bad time really do work for your good even if u find alone hey learn to love self so …
October 27, 2008 9:10pm
once i get pass wonder if i can do something or not it always works when i do the thing what ever it may be today was slow but nice monday's for …
September 29, 2008 12:19am
well today i rode my bike for 30 minutes i wanted to go out to ride but my darling husband would not help me bring it up well that will be the last …
Hi bells how's Philly...
Me again...just trying to see what's up on your side of the world.... (((HUGS)))
When it hurts to look back,and your scared to look ahead,you can look beside you,and your best friend will be there,
Hi bells!! I thought we were going to stay in touch more this time!! :o) How are things going for you? (((HUGS)))
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i was diognosed with m.s. 1990 after my fourth child, i had symtoms in the early 80's but they drs. could not find out what was going on then 6 months after my daughter was born they said it was m.s. then i thought not knowing that m.s. was i thought i was going to die. then i got depressed and wanted to die well family could not help then drs drugs for my mind they called me depressesd now i'm free but don't sleep long. not sure wher im at emotionally ms is getting worse. thank u .
the best thing i ca encouage u to focous on something else i have had ms for over 17 years n pain 17years i trust JESUS n i focus on other things i pray for others n i will be praying for u keep active n try holistic approach i exercise n i swim i write in ajournel i like to write poems about different things i have to go through besides the pain in my legs and feet i have others who pray for me n i realize in spite of what iam going through their is someone going through worst then me i cry.
Hi everyone my name Bella yes I have struggled all my life with my weight started as high as 280 i'm 5'7 and yes it is too much weight on my knees i stopped chinese food went down to 260 oh dealing with m.s. that hindered my running this weight off so now i cut portion size down advice from a nurse she said not more then the palm of the hand, then i find out one of the medicines i take for pain n sleep put weight on so i stopped that now i'm 224 oh yea i drink lots of water 64 water
Hi i was was so depressed that i felt it was no hope and i decedied the pain from m.s. was to much for me to bear i felt so i tfied to kill self well God felt differently he saved me and i still get sad so i write about it i even write poetry hey now withGod's help i deal with those sad times and i've found exercise and trying new things like now i'm going to try my hand at painting pictures so deal with those lonely times wrte about there is someone feeling the same way you do find a church.
hi my story is m.s. for 18 yrs. i have a husband who doesn't understand this illness love people and encouraging other but these days i've been working on encourageing myself i'm a christian and i read i can do that i go through insommia so its late and that's oh yea i have 4 children 3 adults 1 18 yr old really no support there everyone is in their own world thanks
well there not much i can say at this time my eddie died at home on the coach watching t.v. oh man i stayed in the kitchen eating lunch oh man he was not sick at the time of his death i'm trying to accept that eddie had to die young January 11, 2009 . he had 4 chiildren 3 adults and 1 teenager 5 grandchildren one asked me why can't pop-pop come back ii told he is working for Jesus now
