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ellyb 
I didn't go to work today. Just had no desire to see or talk to anyone. Had a lousy weekend. Had to take Daddy to the emergency room at 3 in the morning. He was hemorrhaging from his nose. They say it happens sometimes when you're on blood thinners. He's ok now, but of course didn't spend any other time with me except the car ride. Not even a thank you. I wonder why I stay here. I miss you so much, I wish we were together.
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Sorry you are feeling so lonely and sad. I feel that way a lot. We can chat anytime you like. I sit here alone most of the time. I dont work right now because of my anxiety and depression. My husband in the military so I am lucky to have that option. Hope you feel better.
missysunshine
I too am sorry for your sadness today. It's difficult to muster up the energy to go to work. I think I went solely for the distractions, but even then it was hard. When you can, motivate yourself in doing even the simplest thing, it may just what you need to lift your spirits for a while. Hoping tomorrow is better. Much love. Robin
Robin4
I too am sorry you are lonely and sad. It seems to be the way we all are. Not having a good weekend certainly does not help either. And being at the emergency room would pretty much do me in too. It just seems so unfair for all of us to have to struggle to get through a day with no joy. I can remember days prior to my daughters death that I would get down and feel depressed but would be able to pick myself up within 48 hours but not anymore. I have been laid off for almost a year with no job in sight. One minute I am glad that this happened while I was able to be home to cry and then the next minute I wish I was working for a distraction like my husband has. Hope you feel better tomorrow. If not let us know. Hugs to you tonight. Kay
suzie31
I am sorry you are feeling lonely and down. I have bouts with these at times too. I did a funeral for a friend of mine last week. He was an old man who had outlived his entire family. He was never married, an old WW2 veteran and I won him to the Lord about a year ago. He had friends but, no-one I guess cared about his soul. He would have been 96 in Feb.
He and I became great friends and in the short time we were friends, I never met a man like him. I am glad God allowed me the priviledge to meet and to know this man. It bothers me like today, there are 7 churches in this town I live in, about 1400 people. The American Legion had a service today at the Veterans memorial here and I was the only minister there at the service and my Church isn't even in town, it's 12 miles out in the country. I am terribly sorry for your loss Elly. My heart goes out to you. My son died of internal injuries so I know what caused his death. In Brittany's death, there are too many unanswered questions as to why she left this world so young and beautiful. I have been praying for you ever since I read your Profile and since we messaged each other. I pray for you to have peace even though you may never understand why.
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