Still alive
May 12, 2008 5:32pm
I know I haven't had much chance to get online. My computer at home is broken so I have to use the one at the library. As far as my mental …
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About Me
stillalone
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About Me
I am a gay guy. I believe in friendship before love.Not that I really believe in love right now.
I am a gay guy. I believe in friendship before love.Not that I really believe in love right now.
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Journal Entry for September 2, 2007
September 2, 2007 5:13pm
I recently had a verbal fight with someone I thought was a friend. Although I didn't know him all that well he owed me money, he promised to pay …
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Journal Entry for August 24, 2007
August 24, 2007 11:36am
Okay , this was 4 nights in a row now that the police came looking for someone on a bridge . I am surprised they haven't figured out it was me …
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Journal Entry for August 21, 2007
August 21, 2007 2:10pm
Today, like everyday I struggle with my lonliness. For the past few nights I have been on topof the bridge close to where I live hoping to fall …
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Journal Entry for July 22, 2007
July 22, 2007 7:02pm
Each day is getting harder and harder to want to live, I have given up on reasons to stay around. I am so lost and lonely right now and feel …
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I am doing well we go to a deomo derby mon and thursday
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hope u r doing better
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you are not alone. you are loved and valued and I'm here for you
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Hope all is will for you thay are for me it was 106 here at my house to day so swimming must the day is what i did ... BIG BEAR HUGS YOUR WAY ...Arnie
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Support Groups
Close Impotence & Erectile Dysfunction
How could I ever start a relationship while suffering with this issue. The gay men I know all make fun of the issue so how do I feel comfortable discussing it with a potential partner?
Treatments
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI just don't know how to get over this issue. I don't like feeling like this but I know ,who does? My family doctor says I am bi-polar. So whose right?
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- too many side effects
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- While I was in it ,it was great but the doctor who months before said I was an ideal patient ,kicked me out because I was getting depressed and suicidal again.
- Effexor Not Working
- not anyeffect at all.
- Electroconvulsive therapy Considering
- Medications don't seem to work , why not try this?
- Paxil Not Working
- didn't work
- Prozac Working / Worked
- worked fine but it didn't help the E.D. issue
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- didn't work either, the doctor was too busy talking about the weather for the 2 years i saw him.
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- no support from either family or friends, one tries but he just doesn't understand.
- Trazodone Not Working
- It didn't seem to do a hell of a lot for me.
- Wellbutrin Somewhat Helpful
- still on it for over a year, I don't think it's helping me mentally but it is helping melose weight.
- Writing Not Working
- The more I write the more I get depressed, it's like reliving it again as I'm writing.
- Zoloft Not Working
- didn't do anything for me except made me slobber alot.
Open Coming Out
I have been out for a number of years now and have never denied my sexuallity to anyone once I came out.
Open Gay Men's Challenges
Just trying to learn to cope with being alone without a partner the rest of my life. I suffer from partialE.D. and sure as hell can't start a relationship much less keep one with that happening.
