this morning, i am tired from going to bed close to three. i went to the drive in. i like the drive in ver much.
iam a little groggy and anxious as usuall. my life makes me nervous or i make me nervous. i can feel the butterflies in my gut.
iam low on cash and it is a good thing. when i don't have money iam forced to slow down. my internal operations slow down and centres me. i need to regain centre self. when iam centred, i sleep better, i spend alot less money, i have less late nights. when i get rest, my life makes the most positive impact for me. so i know what works for me.
i had a good day yesterday. i went for a jug, washed the car, met friends for dinner and went to the drive in; a full day. iam suppose to go camping whkich i hope does me good. a time to just get away from my spinning life.
where, where do i belong. i belong right here.





