The hidden mentalist ...
I have never wanted to die more than I did today.More than I do right now.It is all too much. Everything is.Every day. Day after day.Every …
Hello my name is Jessica, i am 19 years old. I live in Canada. I assure you i am not your typical teenager instead of partying or drinking i prefer to read a good inspiring novel or take a long walk alone, i enjoy writing poems and non-fictional stories. I have many people around me but do not consider them as friends, i have a few close friends who i love dearly. I work at St.Judes which is a school for adults who have mental and physical dissabilities, they inspire me to become a stronger person. I have never had a boyfriend and i am quite happy with it being this way. I am an introvert. I believe everyone has the right to free speach. Those are some random facts about me! Please feel free to message me.
Hello my name is Jessica, i am 19 years old. I live in Canada. I assure you i am not your typical teenager instead of partying or drinking i prefer to read a good inspiring novel or take a long walk alone, i enjoy writing poems and non-fictional stories. I have many people around me but do not consider them as friends, i have a few close friends who i love dearly. I work at St.Judes which is a school for adults who have mental and physical dissabilities, they inspire me to become a stronger person.
I have never wanted to die more than I did today.More than I do right now.It is all too much. Everything is.Every day. Day after day.Every …
I sometimes find I'm driftingThrough this life without effect;I often wonder if I'm trulyWorth what I've been blessed.I search through …
JESSICA,
GLAD TO HAVE YOU ON DS. MY NAME IS ROGER EDWARDS. I HAVE HAD OCD AND DEPRESSION FOR 35 YEARS. I AM MARRIED. I AM 60 AND RETIRED. I LOST MY SON WHEN HE WAS 18 YEARS OLD. SHORT AND SIMPLE, THIS IS ME.
ROGER THE MINISTER - VERSE AND POEM
Psalms:16:9: Therefore my heart is glad, and my glory rejoiceth: my flesh also shall rest in hope.
Psalms:22:9: But thou art he that took me out of the womb: thou didst make me hope when I was upon my mother's breasts.
Psalms:31:24: Be of good courage, and he shall strengthen your heart, all ye that hope in the LORD.
Psalms:33:18: Behold, the eye of the LORD is upon them that fear him, upon them that hope in his mercy;
Psalms:33:22: Let thy mercy, O LORD, be upon us, according as we hope in thee.
Psalms:38:15: For in thee, O LORD, do I hope: thou wilt hear, O Lord my God.
"Prayer for the Hurting Souls" by Carol D. D. P. 1973
Lord, I pray for all those souls
Oppressed, whose hurt is so great
It inhibits their physical functioning and mental state
All around me I see suffering
Through the crevasses, behind the gates
In the back alleys and shadows of society
Lord, grant me courage, strength
Wisdom and peace to help these others
In ways which bring them release
To help them find their candle lamp
Or flash lights to shine
To find their paths of journey
Instead of going in circles
In a camp of misery
Their plight weighs upon me heavily
Their pain plays hide and seek
In my own shadow that follows me
And reminds of suffering and feeling weak
In childhood times and early years
When I had to escape from fears
Now only echoed in the lost of society
By my sensitivity to their cause
I cannot demand nor command
Total obliteration of problems by God's hand
Nor of the Universe of which I am
For the working of all is mysterious
In time my soul more shall understand
And gain by faith and the cross
In helping to find the lost
Well I cant blame you for adding strangers. Ill run into people on here sometimes that seem interesting or like theyd be nice to talk to. You fit that bill, thats why I added you. So no worries. Your weekend go okay? Seems like everyones sort of went south after saturday.
I can relate to that. I am a complete stranger to my parents. The way I think about is that you don't ask for help from people who are unable to give it.
It's interesting that you can find such comfort with sleeping with your mom even when you're not close to her. But I guess all of us find comfort in this life in strange ways ;)
yeah, I can see how that could be embarrassing but the flip side of that is that you have such a good relationship with your mother that it is so comforting to you. A lot of people don't have that and so that's a great thing to possess.
Me? I've been up and down lately. I spent the weekend with two amazing friends who are much better to me than I deserve so that has cheered me up
Hope you are feeling better today. I'm here if you ever want to talk again