froll's Journal

me n scott split up 3weeks ago he said he wanted space n he was scared n i took that as he was rejecting me a week ago i asked for space which led to us breaking up becoz he says we want different things i want a kid but he dunt not for at least 7yrs i cant have kids now anyway its medically impossible but i would at some point like to try but if the only way i can get scott back is to agree to not try for a baby for 7years ill do it this last week has been misriable ive missed him so much i cant sleep as im always thinking of him im always crying im a wreck with out him i just want him in my arms telling me he loves me my life is meaningless without him it doesnt make sense if hes not by my side i love him and i want him back and if the kid thing is the only thing in the way which i think it is then i dont see why we should have a problem he said before we split up that he wanted to get to know each other better go out on dates and have fun i saw this as he didnt find our relationship fun n he thought it was boring