froll's Journal

so i havent been on here since december alots happened my cousin died in jauary she was 43 she died of cancer she had been in remission for 20yrs but it came back and she just couldnt fight it anymore i fell out with my folks an spent christmas alone but that was my choice, after leaving martin i felt so low and unwanted i started sleeping around i met this guy called john we i guess were falling for each other but he was into the whole sleeping around scene aswell we were gettig closer and i knew my feelings for him were getting  stronger for him and i knew his were for me but he wouldnt admit it n i felt as if there was no future for us, i made friends with my mum and dad which is great they helped me get back on my feet im still struggling but im here. my friends well i cant really say friends screwed me over telling lies about me attetion seeking which im not and then shit like how im doing porn which im not so i dont speak with alot of the ppl i used to but thats good im glad i dont need them or there negativity and lies anymore. an old friend from school invited me to her and her boyfrieds house warming party id not seen her for ages so i went n she was like oh my fellas best mate is perfect for you anyway i got there and it was a great party loads of old faces n i was getting on with everybody i got talking to this lad who was so sweet n he happened to be this guy she wanted to set me up with we spent the night together no sex though and the next morning we cleaned the house and stayed to watch a film then we went to his watched some telly n went back to mine and he told me he really liked me and didnt want it to be a one night thing he wanted to date me three days later he told me he loved me and five months later were still together hes fantastic where moving in together in febuary he is totally amazing and he gets me which is great i can iny get on the net every other week but ill be coming o here more often now so please feel free to get in touch

ive missed talking with you guys