so i thought i should update this since its been a long time, i got diagnosed with bipolar, borderline personality disorder, mood dysmorphia, psychosis, anxiety and insomnia quite a list i know, i left my husband in ocober 08 nd met my gorgeous fella in feb this yeah hes aazing, i live on my own and i dont work due to the above most of my friends screwed me over n turned it round making out that it was my fault that they were slagging me off behind my back so i just have a few good friends left
so i thought i should update this since its been a long time, i got diagnosed with bipolar, borderline personality disorder, mood dysmorphia, psychosis, anxiety and insomnia quite a list i know, i left my husband in ocober 08 nd met my gorgeous fella in feb this yeah hes aazing, i live on my own and i dont work due to the above most of my friends screwed me over n turned it round making out that it was my fault that they were slagging me off behind my back so i just have a few good friends left
reading writing meeting up with my true friends
reading writing meeting up with my true friends
August 21, 2009 1:42am
me n scott split up 3weeks ago he said he wanted space n he was scared n i took that as he was rejecting me a week ago i asked for space which led to …
July 7, 2009 6:27pm
opened my mail today and i got a letter saing i have to go for a work focused health related assessment i got another leter from jobcentreplus …
July 6, 2009 9:46pm
im wtching a film called the woodman its got kevin bacon in it its a lil wierd hes a peadophile been released from 12yrs incarcerated and get this he …
July 2, 2009 7:15pm
so a little bit about what ive been doing since december like i say i moved house and live on my own with my dogies
i fell out with the majority …
June 30, 2009 9:37pm
so i havent been on here since december alots happened my cousin died in jauary she was 43 she died of cancer she had been in remission for 20yrs but …
where ever you are i hope you are happy and doing ok.thinking of you love and hugs anthea x
have a great weekend i hope u feel better and i am here if u wanna talk
hello there.just dropped by to see how things are.have you managed to sort things out with your other half.thinking of you love anthea xx
sending love and hugsss ur way dont be a stranger ok
i have self harmed since i was 13 when i was 19 i got it under control adn now its back and worse i cant control it when i was younger i controled now im older it controls me.
when i was 15 i slept with my now ex boyfriend but i decieded i was not ready and we split up. the next day his best friend raped me. he pushed me up against a fence and raped me up my bum and then forced me to the floor and pined my arms above my head he was so strong and i could not move i said no alot but he never listened i was so scared it semt like forever when he had finished he left me there bruised and bleeding, i still to this day think that if i had said no more he would of stopped
when i was 13 i had bulimea i was throwing up 11 times a day i'm a fairly big boned girl but when i was younger i weighed 18stone i got down to 8stone and i looked like death my bones were sticking out my eyes black and blue. even though now i dont binge and throw up i still find it very hard to eat a meal and i am very self concious eating in fornt of anyone
ive had clinical depression since 13 all thorough my teen years it stopped or i though it did when i was 19 but now its back again
I have chroic daily headaches. Basically i have a 24/7 headache, ive had it for 6years and the doctors dont knnow how to stop it frankfully every one i have see is useless
i have had insomnia for as long as i can remember i have some sleeping pills but they only knock me out for an hour the rest of the nights im wide open
i have just been diganosed with this im told its all part of my depression
just diagnosed with this so im not fully sure if i will get worse or not
i was raped when i was younger. i never got over what happened i still have flash backs all the time and its been 7yrs ive just been diagnosed with PTSD
have been trying for 4 years to have a baby with no such luck feel like it will never happen for me
im over weight and have just been told i cant be referred for ivf becoz my bmi level is to high
my huband and myelf have just been told we cant have children and are now looking to adopt
i got diagnosed with orderline personality along with psychosis bipolar type one and mood dysmorphia
