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Gemini 
7:52pm, March 3, 2009
The kids and the husband went out to my parents earlier this morning. I was to lazy to get out of bed. I rarely sleep past 8:00 am but today I slept until 11:00 am. WOW! I haven't done that since highschool. Guess I needed the rest.
The house is quiet. Just me and the dogs and cats rambling about doing laundry and mopping the hardwood floors. Outside the wind is blowing and it's a bit cloudy, the sun peeking out occasionally to say hi!
The neighbor's rooster is still cock-a-doodling with no doo at the end. I wonder if he realizes he has a rooster with no doo! Should I be brave enough to mention it to him?
Last night we went over to my husbands bosses house for supper. I'm a bit of a recluse so doing this is always hard. However, I really enjoyed myself...they are nice people. Their children are quite younger than ours but everything seemed to work out fine. We were there until ten. They live in the city so we had a long drive home out into the country where we live.
Are you ever surrounded by people but you still feel so very alone? This is how I've felt lately. I don't know if just being Bipolar makes one feel lonely or if it's part of the depression. But I feel so alone.
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I think it is part of the bpolar experience being alone. Sometimes I feel like I am detached from the rest of the world and just sitting back watching as if it were a tv show or some other entertainment instead of something I need to interact w/.
stephinatlanta