mistyj's Journal

What a shitty morning-I am in a mean mood-Watch out-I am going to vent-My daughter is such a good girl-but sometimes I want to ring her neck(not really) Shit she changed her fucking hair do three times this morning-and then when I am literally walking out the door, she goes into the bathroom to brush her teeth-So then I am late for work-because we go to gas and she can't just walk over and get something from the cooler or get a qucik cup of coffe-she has to browse-so once gain I am literally standing at the freaking register waiting to pay so I can go pump my gas. The every SOB and their mother cuts me off on the way to work-Get to work-LATE- have kids wainting for me-daughter go and changes her hair-again and then she wants me to stop everything to show her how to put on a knee brace-shit lets see-hair/brush teeth-hair /knee brace choices-then she is pissed at me because I am in a bad mood and being short with her-fuck I am at work!!!!And of course I have to write her a pass becasue she is late. I know I am being a bitch-she really is a good girl-It was just one of those mornings-I am compulsive about being early-and she is compulsivly late- I can't tell you how many mornings like this we have had over the years.Now I feel bad because I don't want to start her day with me being a bitch-but my patience has always been something people take advantage of-including her-I want to pull her out of class and hug her- and say I am sorry-but what am I sorry for-getting pissed becasue she changed her hair three times and made me late for work.-I hope all my friends at DS are having a better morning than me-Sorry for the laguage and the vent.