Well! A "DougHug". Thanks so much! …
Well! A "DougHug". Thanks so much! My son is twelve, and was officially diagnosed with P.D.D./N.O.S.; I think of it …
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mistyj 
The "married part of my life" is over-my hopes and dreams just were not meant to be. I have accepted that. The man I gave my heart, body and soul to-did NOT love me the way I loved him-or it would not have been soooo easy to move on the way he did.I lost so much-I don't know when I will see all the reasons for why my life went down that path, why I almost got all I ever dreamed of-only to have it turn into a nightmare. All I ever wanted was to be a wife and mother, have a simple modest home full of love and laughter. I don't know why I don't deserve to be loved and cherished-I am a good person, I am loveable, i was a good wife-He was a terrible person-yet he gets to be loved by yet another woman willing to give herself to him-and he can't even see or feel what a gift that is. I am just having one of theose days-I feel so sad that so many people on DS are just starting this terrible journey-and for my brother.To have aday like this two years later-I just feel like I have nothing to look forward to-
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i'm so sorry you're feeling this way. no matter how much time goes by, it is a process and sometimes those old feelings resurface. i believe you will find happiness and all the you are looking for.
rnbaker
Hang in there. I truly beleve that someday we will find the happiness we deserve and our marriages will long be a thing of the past.
kinoka
I am so sorry to hear about all that you are going through but please know this....You are a good person and yes you do deserve to be happy. You have the rest of your beautiful life to look forward too. I know this didn't work out but that just means that your soul mate is out there and I truly believe that one day you will find him. Please don't let yourself think that you don't deserve happiness because I am here to tell you that you do! Hang in there my friend. We are all here for you so please lean on us OK.
Michelle
pixie123777
Misty - you do deserve to be loved, unfortunately you were married to someone who loved himself more than he loved you! There is someone out there for you though, your paths just haven't crossed yet!
lovesuks