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Well! A "DougHug". Thanks so much! My son is twelve, and was officially diagnosed with P.D.D./N.O.S.; I think of it …
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mistyj 
I think I may need to talk to someone professionally- Today I found out I was getting screwed out of a coaching postition and instead of getting pissed all I did was start to cry. I used to be such a fighter- I am over him, but I don't know if I will ever get past the damage that was done to me- I am so insecure i just let people walk all over me- I don't feel like I am worth even fighting for myself- I feel like I dont matter, I deserved to be treated like I was, and I am still not worth being treate decent. This all came up on me in a matter of a few minutes- Tom e-mailed me about a court date, said he never intended to hurt me, and then I found out about the coaching job- i am really not worth a shit anymore and that is just how I feel.
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I have to agree, you sound very depressed and you need help. None of what you are saying about yourself is true. You are worth being treated decently and you will get past the damage, it just takes time. Your still thinking straight and you have the right idea now you just have to follow through and get the help you need.
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misty, i just started reading this book called, "Stand Up For Your Life" by Cheryl Richardson. Read it with me. it's really good and helpful.
GiveItARest
You were beat down by the X and now you need to rebuild yourself. So far you have done a great job. You need to give yourself some credit for how much you have accomplished! We all take steps backward every now and then, but you will get past this. Professional help is a good step and maybe some self help books like the one suggested above are a great idea. Hang in there! ;o)
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