Well! A "DougHug". Thanks so much! …
Well! A "DougHug". Thanks so much! My son is twelve, and was officially diagnosed with P.D.D./N.O.S.; I think of it …
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mistyj 
I wish his d*&k would fall off- no just kidding- At least I have a bit of my humor back today- No seriously I wish I could be like him- and convince myself I had not made mistakes-I wish I had his ability to absolve himself of any responsibility, I wish I could deny the things I did and pretend they never happened- he still thinks he did very little wrong- he still thinks he tried as hard as he could. His idea of trying was as he stated- putting up with me as long as he could-putting it all on me again. He denies everything- making fun of my body(even when I was thin), the teasing, the belittlement, the indifference, the verbal and emotional abuse. I am never going to get validated, I am not going to ever understand why he did the things he did- this way his conscience is clear and I will always have to think it was me. It is not fair but I have to get past-there is nothing else I can do.
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Misty it is time to stop thinking about him and to start thinking about you and your new lease on life, your new found freedom. Dwelling on the past will get you no where it is time to move forward. You can do it Misty, he said in his best cajun accent. I watch a lot of Adam Sandler movies.
Wick
Ouch...not the PP! lol Whatever things you did they are in the past and you need to forget them. We can't change our past mistakes but we can control our present situation and thats all you need to worry about. Don't keep blaming yourself for his actions. He made the choice to act the way he did. No one forced him. You need to give yourself some credit for all the good things you did and forgive yourself the mistakes you made.
lovesuks
I am working on it guys I promise-Thank You!!
mistyj
you never know...it could fall off... ;o)
trying to make him validate his sickness will make you nuts. be proud of yourself that you don't have to put up with his nonesense and look right into your bright future! ((((big hugs))))
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