Journal Entry for April 27, 2009
April 27, 2009 4:20pm
Heart aches more than normal today. Too much. Too much.
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30 %
Lacks
6:28am, May 14, 2009
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About Me
Lacks
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About Me
I recently tried to change my sign-on / screen name, if you will. (Found out it's a big production) The reason I wanted to change it is b/c I no longer look @ things from the standpoint I did when I gave myself the name "Lacks". At that time, that name accurately described every area of my life, and the glass wasn't only 1/2 empty, it was bone-dry. I have survived over a year of major depression, anxiety, excruciating (not only for me) mood swings to FINALLY feel like I can and am REgaining some control over my own peace of mind & joy. Whew!! I can't even tell you what a relief that is! I graduated in May of 2008 with my BSN (Bachelor's of Science in Nursing). If you can imagine being in nursing school along w/the above signs / symptoms (anxiety, depression, mood swings, etc)..it was anything but a picnic!! I am preparing to take my NCLEX (state licensure exam) in July. This is the test of all tests, that will decide my future.
I recently tried to change my sign-on / screen name, if you will. (Found out it's a big production) The reason I wanted to change it is b/c I no longer look @ things from the standpoint I did when I gave myself the name "Lacks". At that time, that name accurately described every area of my life, and the glass wasn't only 1/2 empty, it was bone-dry. I have survived over a year of major depression, anxiety, excruciating (not only for me) mood swings to FINALLY feel like I can and am REgaining some
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Interests
Racing (Let's Go Carl!), Victory Junction Gang Camp, Reading, THE BEACH, Tv (Army Wives, Gilmore Girls, 7th Heaven, most reality shows thanks to my honey, lol), Movies, Swimming, Having a friend that can reciprocate my efforts/sentiments so it's not one-sided, Oncology nursing (pediatric/adult), 2 of my sisters (I have 5 siblings, 2 of whom have disowned me) are my best friends, 2 of my nephews (great teens whom I love so much I could burst!), Float trips down the river where I grew up,
Racing (Let's Go Carl!), Victory Junction Gang Camp, Reading, THE BEACH, Tv (Army Wives, Gilmore Girls,
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I am beside myself
March 15, 2009 1:53pm
........I made what I believed was a friend on here.......I know @ times, I was the one that was "needy"...needing kind words, support …
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Journal Entry for March 14, 2009
March 14, 2009 5:24pm
Let's see how this font/color thing treats me today -- lol...maybe I'll just do the dreaded 1 long paragraph......Not really a whole lot …
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SO
March 3, 2009 5:57pm
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As IF the issues I'm having at work aren't enough......along w/all the added stresses …
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Journal Entry for February 27, 2009
February 27, 2009 5:07am
Ok...trying AGAIN....I guess I'm not 100% used to this laptop just yet b/c sporadically I'll hit a key & my text will go somewhere off …
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Hugbook
Hug
Hey, gal - I was off DS for a while with work, but am back now. I missed you and hope you are OK. xoxo
Little Love
Sending you love... You absolutely deserve all that you can get!!! Take care of Rebecca. Fill her world with good, peace, and people who allow you to be the best you can be. Love to you, Jessica
Hug
Thanks much for your message the other day it meant more than you know.
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Flower
Hey, gal - I'm sorry things are not so great for you right now. I know we haven't met in person, but I do care.
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Shout Out
Hope you are doing well and enjoying spring!
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Support Groups
Close Diets & Weight Maintenance
I swear I can't remember ever being thin! But, my g/f tells me different! I guess when I was in h.s. But, that was SOOOOOO long ago! And, does that really count!?!??! When I was in the military (1990-94) I was at least 40 lbs lighter than I am right now. A couple of years ago I lost 30 lbs in 6-7 mo. I turned around and gained it right back -- GRRR!!! I would like to lose 50 lbs. This is realistic for me.
Treatments
- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- Not eating between meals or after 6 p.m. Drinking a lot of water.
- Hoodia Working / Worked
- I LITERALLY used to be hungry ALL OF THE TIME! Made me so ANGRY & DISGUSTED with myself. Hoodia does give you a full feeling.
Close Depression
Finally swallowed my pride last October & admitted I must suffer from depression. Anxiety has spawned from it. EXtremely UNfortunate is the fact that I do not have insurance and remain untreated. I know I need counselling and potential pharmacological assistance. I had wanted to have this "managed" by the time I started back to school this semester, but I am now giving up on seeking tx for now. (Have had ridiculously disheartening experiences in trying to seek assistance)
Open Healthy Relationships
Lacks hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges
Put off joining this community for a while...knowing not many would understand my approach...But, I have witnessed extreme compassion and acceptance more often than notj -- so -- here I am.
Open College Stress
Senior year of Nursing School. Will graduate w/ BSN May 08 -- FINALLY! Been at it a while!!
Open Loneliness
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