Journal Entry for April 30, 2008
I do believe life is a journey. I think we were all, each one of us, specifically placed in our life, in our surroundings for a purpose. But I've …
Fibromyalgia and bipolar disorder. Career in writing and marketing. Married, no kids.
Fibromyalgia and bipolar disorder. Career in writing and marketing. Married, no kids.
Meditation, pilates, yoga, walking, pets, boating, kayaking, museums, beaches, sewing, crafts, reading. I love anything related to nature -- plants, animals, the outdoors.
Meditation, pilates, yoga, walking, pets, boating, kayaking, museums, beaches, sewing, crafts, reading.
I do believe life is a journey. I think we were all, each one of us, specifically placed in our life, in our surroundings for a purpose. But I've …
queeny hugs and love.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
merry christmas and happy new year merry queeny hugs xoxox
At least I am not alone in this.
Hey, I just realised that I haven't heard from you or hugged you in ages, hope all is well in your part of the world :) xxx
Big hugs sweetie :)
I went through a three year manic episode caused by taking Paxil without a mood stabilizer. When I finally broke down and went to a psychologist, she told me I was bi-polar and should not be taking an SSRI by itself. I'm now struggling to find meds that are effective. I seem to take a set of drugs which work for a couple months and then stop working.
I've had fibromyalgia since I was 19. It's tough to deal with when paired with depression. I basically am in pain 100% of the time and I try to ignore it and pretend it's not there in an attempt to live a normal life. It's really hard when I feel depressed, because I hate to exercise and the one thing that does seem to help the fibromyalgia pain is daily exercise. So I end up feeling in pain, and feeling guilty because I haven't exercised. My only excuse is "I don't feel like exercising."
My family doctor prescribed Paxil to me in 2001 and it put me in a manic state for 3 years. I didn't know what was happening and figured the medicine must be working since I didn't feel depressed anymore. I then went to a psychiatrist who diagnosed me with bipolar and told me I should never have taken and SSRI without a mood stabilizer.
I'm obsessed with being thin. But I suppose I don't want it enough because I keep eating foods that prevent me from losing weight. Overall, I do eat quite healthy, but my body resists weightloss.