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deadinside 
1:35am, April 17, 2009
Its been a long time again. Life has been busy, crazy, wonderful, scary.
A friend of mine asked me out. I was surprised, not because she was interested. But because we had talked, as friends, about what she wants out of a relationship and I don't fit any of them. Turns out that she has been secretly holding a torch for me for some time but never asked.
So, now we're dating. Its too soon and its going too fast, but I don't know if I really care. I've been perfectly honest with her that I can't even begin to think about a long-term relationship. I'm not sure it would work out even if I could. She and I are in very different places in our lives. But I told myself that I don't have to worry about that stuff right now. I'm just trying to enjoy it for what it is. I deserve to have some happiness in my life.
Crazy, crazy, crazy. I must be insane.
Comments
Wow, congratulations! It doesn't have to last forever, but it's okay to feel it out and get to know her in a different capacity, and just have fun! Enjoy:)
msjosie
You are dating! Have fun with it! It is your turn in life to relax and have fun! Hugs!!!
TiKibell
Congrats! I'm SO happy for you! Enjoy it!
childofhistory
You have been upfront with her, so she knows the score. Congrats, and enjoy. You deserve some good feelings in your life.
stayingalive
Hope you are doing well!
Mommyjax