Journal Entry for November 28, 2007
November 28, 2007 7:22am
It took a couple days but the somber mood has lifted. I have decided to take action against my ever-expanding girth.
Taking action is the …
InvisibleWhisperz 
2:49pm, October 5, 2009
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About Me
InvisibleWhisperz
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About Me
Recently divorced after 20 years of marriage. I have two boys ages 17 & 20. I work full-time in the medical profession in a small clinic. I have/had what I would classify as ED-NOS (307.5) with anorexic tendencies. I've NEVER lost weight without taking extreme measures to do so. I don't ever remember a time when I liked my physical body.
Recently divorced after 20 years of marriage. I have two boys ages 17 & 20. I work full-time in the medical profession in a small clinic. I have/had what I would classify as ED-NOS (307.5) with anorexic tendencies. I've NEVER lost weight without taking extreme measures to do so. I don't ever remember a time when I liked my physical body.
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*Webgeek*HarleyDavidson motorcycles*anything that has to do with weightloss(such as obesity research, dietpill research, fitness, exercise, weightloss procedures, etc) *Movies*music* friends* family*reading*NativeAmerican culture*world religions*painting*drawing*psychology.
*Webgeek*HarleyDavidson motorcycles*anything that has to do with weightloss(such as obesity research,
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Journal Entry for November 25, 2007
November 25, 2007 10:58pm
It's been hard today. Darkness, confusion, anger at my lack of action, and a general feeling of great aloneness permeate my being.
One of my …
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Journal Entry for November 24, 2007
November 24, 2007 11:50pm
I don't feel comfortable here. *sigh* I don't participate enough to make friends.
Story of my life, always on the outside looking …
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Thinking of u while u at work always here for u Beck
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if u ever want to talk im always here
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hi how are u thinking of u Beck
I’m With You
I know how you feel because I just gained 45lbs since febuary. It is really hard and I'm trying desperately to lose weight. I have always had weight problems, too. But I am with you and if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm always here for you!!
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Close Eating Disorders
ED-NOS . At one time...I had a BMI of 42.2 then within a year (in 2002/2003) I lost 96lbs by limiting my intake to 100-300 calories per day. I am currently on the "binge" side of my ED and have gained more than 30lbs in the last 8 months. I am considered obese again and I am not happy about it!
Close Food Addiction
What can I say...I have a love/hate relationship with food!
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
I need to rethink some of my eating choices and devise a plan to incorporate foods that will actually assist in my weightloss efforts. At the moment, I am gaining weight not losing it. Grrr...
Treatments
- Eat Less Considering
- Extreme portion control is the only thing that has worked for me. Not very healthy for a person.
Open Obesity
At one time...I had a BMI of 42.2 then within a year (in 2002/2003) I lost 96lbs. I am currently on the "binge" side of my disordered eating and have gained more than 30lbs in the last 8 months. I am considered obese again and I am not happy about it!
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
- I avoided most most red meats, potato chips, cakes, candy, icecream. I avoided all that "bad" stuff that is loaded with empty fat and sugar laden calories. I stuck to lean meats veggies and low sugar fruits. Of course this isn't working because I can't seem to stick to this anymore.
Open Hypothyroidism
Severe debilitating symptoms popped up at the age of 9. It got to the point where I couldn't walk and was on crutches or in a wheelchair. I had unexplainable rashes, darkened patches of skin, extreme fatigue, extreme joint pain, I had stopped growing taller...was finally diagnosed at the age of 11. With treatment,I grew 6 inches in less than a summers vacation and other symptoms disappeared within 2 years.
Treatments
- Synthroid Working / Worked
Open Gallstones
Finally diagnosed with stones after 5 long years of retched pain. Surgery was performed 8/17/07 and I am in the recovery process now.
Treatments
- Cholecystectomy Too Soon to Tell
- Surgery was performed Friday August 17th. In the recovery process now.
Open Fitness Goals
Type: OtherNeed to lose the extra weight that was gained in the past year. I am hoping that adding exercise along with watching my caloric intake will work so that I can reach my ultimate goal...to be smaller than both my sisters...for once in my life!
Treatments
- Elliptical Trainer Too Soon to Tell
- Weight Training Too Soon to Tell
- Walking Too Soon to Tell
