here is where I sit in life
June 22, 2008 4:54pm
Well here is an update on the exciting life of ME....a
I went to rehab in August of 2007. Treatment was intense but good. To be honest I did not …
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About Me
bugaboo75
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About Me
Well I have moved and tried to change my life. Some things have gone well and some haven't. I have 2 beautiful children, who I have recieved custody back of. I am separated from my crappy marriage for almost 7 months now. We still talk(cause I still need a friend now and then) but our marriage is done. I have moved back to Red Deer. My home town and things are great for me for the most part.
Well I have moved and tried to change my life. Some things have gone well and some haven't. I have 2 beautiful children, who I have recieved custody back of. I am separated from my crappy marriage for almost 7 months now. We still talk(cause I still need a friend now and then) but our marriage is done. I have moved back to Red Deer. My home town and things are great for me for the most part.
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I enjoy spending time with my kids. I love to read and watch movies.
I enjoy spending time with my kids. I love to read and watch movies.
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Journal Entry for September 3, 2007
September 3, 2007 11:07am
Well I havn't had time to get on DS and that is good in away but also kinda sucks.
I have been to busy with work and when i get home around 6ish i …
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Journal Entry for August 28, 2007
August 28, 2007 11:59am
Well somethings are going great and something are going crappy....let's start with the crappy
I got pulled over and got a no insurance fine as …
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Journal Entry for August 23, 2007
August 23, 2007 8:38pm
Well I had a GREAT visit with my kids. I built a fire cooked some hamburgers, made smores and took them to the park. We played on the …
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Journal Entry for August 23, 2007
August 23, 2007 1:34pm
Today is my 10 year wedding anniversary. A whole decade and I sit here alone. We talked on the phone last night and he says he is gonna do what he …
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More gentle hugs to you, sweetie. I'm still thinking about you. peace and love ... Kyle Anne
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Gentle hugs to you. Hope you're feeling better. peace and love ... Kyle Anne
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Way to go girl!! Good for you. Congrats on getting you rkids back too! Give yourself credit girl and be proud of how far you have come!!!!!! Hugs, Janet
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sorry i havent been there for you was with out net for almost a year glad to see your still here your friend norm 1 day at a time
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just because we all need a hug from time to time no matter what type of day we are having :)
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Support Groups
Close Cocaine Addiction & Recovery
I started to use crack cocaine in 2004 recreationally but then as per norm I started to use it everyday. I was using very hard from 2004-end of 2005. I moved away and stayed clean for 4 months and met someone at work and went back to how I used to be. I have now been using occasionally for the last 9 months and I have hit rock bottom. I couldn't lose more than I have to this date.I am currently trying to get into a rehab program. I have been clean 7 days as of July 11/07
Treatments
- Detox Not Working
- I went into detox in 2005 for 5 days as per the program, but because there were no rehabs available right away I went right back to using.
Close Lupus
I had Lupus for 4 years before I was finally diagnosed with Discoid Lupus. Then about 5 years ago or so they informed me that my Lupus had progressed and now my ANA test come back positve and I am on B12 shots weekly and my iron levels won't go above 8. At first I only got rashes on my face but now it is rarely on my face but my shoulders and some spots on my legs. Then about 3 months ago they informed me I had Fibromialga as well.
Treatments
- Plaquenil Working / Worked
- WHen I was on Plaquenil it worked but the rhematoidologist took me off after 4 months, but I found that I did not get facial lesions anymore.
Open Family Issues
I have been with my "ex"husband for 12 years legally married for 10 in August. We have separated many times and there are forms of abuse. It seems I keep believing he will change and yet I don't know if I really do love him.I always see to take him back. Sometimes I just feel so week and believe that I couldn't do it on my own. And yet when I sit here alone knowing he is not coming home drunk again....I am not that alone inside.
Treatments
- Family Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- I believe in therapy he says it stupid
Open Anxiety
I have been on Celexa for depression on mania for over 6months now.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have been on Celexa for 6 months
Treatments
- Effexor Not Working
Open Breakups & Divorce
I am a 32 year old mom. I was with my husband for 12 years married for 9 of them. Our marriage is a love hate one. We have broken up and he has moved out more times than I care to count. I just wish I was strong enough to make him stay away and not believe all her tells
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Not Working
- I believed in it he says counseling is for people with problems and he has no problems
- Family Therapy Working / Worked
- worked great for me and my children to resolve some issues
- Love Working / Worked
- My love for my kids is what has kept me going and their love for me.
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- No one in my family liked my husband at all
Open Bipolar Disorder
I have been an up and down person since I was 16. I am now 32 and I am on some meds that seem to keep me "normaler" so to speak. I have been on these for 7 months ruffly and as long as I don't miss any I have way more control
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- I don't "freak" out as easily. I don't cry for no reason. I have no desire to sleep all the time or stay awake. If I do get into a "mood" I can get out of it alot easier
- Risperdal Too Soon to Tell
- not sure yet. I get tired about 4 hours after I have taken the first does. I do find that I can keep my conversations on one topic now and not be so uppy/downy as I was.
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- I am using it to sleep and I find that now that I am taking Risperidone (my second pill around 5pm) That I sleep for 5 hours at a time no problem.
Open Fibromyalgia
My rhematoid doctor informed abour 5 months ago that I had Fibromyalgia. Which is nice to no that the chronic pain in my hip and shoulder weren't in my head
Open Bisexuality
My attraction to women started around 18ish(men too then).My first experience was on New Years Eve with my then best friend and my husband...it was ok but had issues in the end. Then I met a woman while I was married to my husband whom I fell for completly and she did as well. She left her fiance(I didn't leave my husband) She asked my husband to date me and he said it was ok. We actually never slept together but came close a few times but our emotional attachment was sever,but he got jealous.
