Journal Entry for October 21, 2007
October 21, 2007 5:40pm
Well I thought it was time that I Journaled again so my friends know that I'm ok. I got to go too Marysville (my hometown, and where my oldest …
Jasmine44
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About Me
Jasmine44
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About Me
I am happily married with 3 sons (1 deceased) and two step-sons, I am a medical assistant/medical biller.My passions are my famliy and home.
I am happily married with 3 sons (1 deceased) and two step-sons, I am a medical assistant/medical biller.My passions are my famliy and home.
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cooking, baking, cleaning house, gardening, decorating my new home, spending time with my sons and husband, reading, learning all I can about the medical field, talking w/ my friends at DS,
cooking, baking, cleaning house, gardening, decorating my new home, spending time with my sons and husband,
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Journal Entry for October 3, 2007
October 3, 2007 10:25pm
Well today has been a busy day Laundry (tons of it) cleaning and cooking and scrubbing I guess it's true I am really a clean freak. I got alot of …
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Pink and I wish you a Merry Christmas and the happiest and healthiest of New years. May peace reign throughout the world. Doug/Ouch
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Hope you are o'k. Merry Christmas to you and big hugs. Xx
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The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge. --Martin Luther King Jr Have a glorious Sunday -Doug/Ouch
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Support Groups
Close Chronic Pain
I have severe degenerative disc disease with holes in my neck and upper spine
Treatments
- Chiropractic Adjustment Somewhat Helpful
- It releives the pain temporary only.
- Marijuana Considering
- I really don't like smoking it being in the medical profession but it does releive the pain to sleep at night.
- Biofreeze Working / Worked
- It does help with the pain temporary
Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ChildMy son died at 5 1/2 yrs he had cerbral palsy and other major medical problems. I was his primary caregiver and he was my identity, I didn't have any friends or famliy unless I gave them money. It's been ten years and I still stuggle with it. I have alot of self doubts did I do something wrong or not enough. etc.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- I cried for the longest time and I still do when ever I feel alone I think of him and wish he was here to hold.
- Grief Counseling Working / Worked
- I am continous counsling to deal with my grief it's odd but my therapist has turned into my best friend
- Prayer Working / Worked
- I pray all the time to releive the pain and lonliness/emptiness I feel
Open Adoption
My son Brian was adopted out by CPS. I did everything they wanted doublely and because I have bi-polar they stated I was unstable . I have alot of anger because I see parents get their kidsw back and are still using drugs and drinking HOW is that fair?
Open Sexual Abuse
I was molested twice as a child with no legal punishment for my molesters. I was forcibly raped when I was 28 resulting in a pregnacy. I choose to have the child with my ex-husband. The child was born cerbral palsy and multiple medical problems, he turned out to be a "blessing". He taught me real unconditional love.
Treatments
- Rape Counseling Working / Worked
- It really helped alot to learn that I didn't do anything wrong that my mother just didn't protect me as she should have.
- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- Therapy helps alot to know you were not at fault that rape is not just a sexual act but violent. It helps me with my insecurities and feelings
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I was abused physically and emotionally by my bio mother and became a foster child and was abused and neglected then. I was physically and emotionally very badly by 3-ex's choked kicked hit etc.
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- I went to counsling and learned I deserve not to be hit etc. And to reconize the behavior and warning signs
- Leave Working / Worked
- i left the three relationships and cut off contact w/ my bio/ mother 4 mos ago as she wouldn't stop emotionally abusing me
- Music Working / Worked
- I love music it helps me alot
- Pets Working / Worked
- I talk to my dogs
- Talking Working / Worked
- Talking helps alot to learn what others went through and how they handled it
- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- It helped me alot or I would still be choosing abusive partners not healthy
Open Stress Management
I am under tremendous stress I just had to quit my job because my brakes are not safe on the highway, I'm very isolated, my husband tends to not hear me, I can't locate a job locally that I went to school for a yr and 1/2 for. My dead son's b'day is approaching just everything seems to be going wrong
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- Helps releive it somewhat when I'm alone
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI am bipolar w/ severe PTSD I get alot of depressive tendencies mainly do to enviromental issues or famliy Itry to look towards God and my friends at DS for support, kinda isolated(no friends locally) going through alot lately getting hard to cope
Treatments
- Lexapro Not Working
- didn't like the side effects
- Paxil Working / Worked
- I was pretty doped p can't tell
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- I try to look at the happier phase of life not dwell on it I pray alot
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Helps me alot, being honest really helps I speak my mind shes the only friend I have
- Seroquel Not Working
- Gave me extrewmity seizures
- Trazodone Not Working
