Join Now
RiS
a moment ago
Glad I made it through this rainy Saturday night not getting pissed at all the ex's actions. Even though I'm fully aware of their games I've become very good at ignoring them all. I know the best thing for me is to move away from here but it really is not a good time now. My doctor put me on high blood pressure pills on Fri. If it's not one thing it's another! He put me on a very low dose and I hope to not have to take it forever. I'm mad that I allowed myself to get so aggravated and reach this point. I'm trying - REALLY TRYING - but I can't get rid of that sign on my butt that says 'kick me'. I also tried having conversations with guys but am also going to give up on that for now. It's causing me more stress! You name it - I've met it. The married one, the one with hair in the ears so long, to name a few, and the more recent one - after 1 week a marriage proposal - got to be freckin' kidding me!!! Oh, well - this too will pass for I will ignore~






L D N :)
GeocacherNY