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About Me
margie50
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About Me
It's been almost 2 years now since I lost my Louis and it's been a long, hard road. After losing him in May 2007, I lost my job in Aug. 2008, then put the house and all credit cards into my bankruptcy. On Dec. 14, 2008, I packed up the house, and me and doggie, Lucky, made the long road trip to NJ to stay with his mom and dad. I'm still unemployed, looking for work and trying to move on. I think of Louis every day, missing him terribly, and moving on. My life is so uncertain now and many times I still ask God to take me so I can be with my hubby, mom, and dad. The pain of all my losses is still so strong and images so vivid of them in their last days and hours. I know this was the best thing for me to do, it's just going to take time...just wish things would happen more quickly.
It's been almost 2 years now since I lost my Louis and it's been a long, hard road. After losing him in May 2007, I lost my job in Aug. 2008, then put the house and all credit cards into my bankruptcy. On Dec. 14, 2008, I packed up the house, and me and doggie, Lucky, made the long road trip to NJ to stay with his mom and dad. I'm still unemployed, looking for work and trying to move on. I think of Louis every day, missing him terribly, and moving on. My life is so uncertain now and many times I
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Music, cooking, reading. Love the beach and winters.
Music, cooking, reading. Love the beach and winters.
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God is faithful! Hold on to God's unchanging hand! He will never leave you or forsake you. BTW, I am here missing you still.
Shout Out
HEY MARGIE... i'm worried about you... hope you are okay...
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hey marige how r u ???? hope all is good please let me know okay ? r u on facebook by any chance ? ttyl Stacey
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hey girl.... missing you..... thinking of you... hugs.... hope you are okay.... love ya mish
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sweetie... I am concerned about you... I haven't heard from you... I'm worried.... mish
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Partner/SpouseMy husband passed in May 07 after a long struggle to recup from triple bypass surgery. One doctor told me to pull the plug. We never gave up hope. I watched him die slowly over 4 months. 4 days after his 56th birthday, all his organs were failing. I had to make the decision to take him off life support. It was the toughest decision I ever had to make. That was not living. He would not have wanted live that way anymore. I'm trying so hard to go on he would want me to. I miss him terribly.
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Close Widows & Widowers
Married my soulmate at 41, first marriage for me, second for him. He had a heart attack and never recuperated and came home. I was alone for all those years and now I cannot bear to live another day without him. I try to be strong, but it does not work. I lost my mom, dad and now my husband within the past 3 years. The pain is getting too much for me to bear. I have 2 older brothers who have called once since he passed in May. I have no family support.
Open Financial Challenges
My husband passed away in May 07 after a heart attack. I paid all his credit cards, mine and all the household expenses, until I just could not do it any more. Here come the collection agencies looking for money. Nevada is a community property state and his bills became mine. I am now filing BK because of this. It's stressing me out. I work 6 days a week just to get by. I hope the real estate market picks up because I just can't do this anymore. I hate Vegas and want out.
Treatments
- Budgeting Working / Worked
- There's nothing to budget. All money goes to pay bills, with little left for food and gas.
Open Depression
After losing my husband, my job, my house and all the money I inherited from my dad to pay the bills while Louis was sick, I am back in NJ where I thought I wanted to be. I'm stil looking for work, feel like crap for living with my in-laws and they won't take any money from me until I find work. But I do buy food for the house, clean, cook, take them to their appointments, whatever I can do for them. I still pray that I don't wake up in the AM. What for!
Treatments
- Writing Working / Worked
- It helps to get things off my chest. I really want to tell people that I wish I was dead. There is nothing to live for anymore.
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