Journal Entry for February 20, 2008
February 20, 2008 2:53am
Wow! It has been a long time since I've been on here! Things in my life could not be more of a mess. I am trying to hold my head up and stay …
SM79
-
About Me
SM79
-
Recent Activity
- Sorry, there is no activity in the My Activity feed.
-
Journal
-
-
Journal Entry for September 19, 2007
September 19, 2007 9:31pm
Well I'm still doing ok! I'm a little sad and going threw some different things, but ok! We have been going to the infertility doctor …
-
Journal Entry for September 13, 2007
September 13, 2007 6:26am
All is well with me! Still could use your all's prayers! I hope everyone is doing well too! Love and Prayers!!!!
-
Journal Entry for August 22, 2007
August 22, 2007 4:48am
Hello all! I'm sorry I have not been on here in awhile! I have not forgotten about all my friends on here! I hope all is well with you …
-
Journal Entry for May 1, 2007
May 1, 2007 5:45am
Well hello everyone! It has been a really long time this time! I'm sorry I haven't been on here in awhile! I've been very busy! I have also been …
-
-
Hugbook
Flower
I always try to say, hello to individuals who have just popped up on our site. HELLO!! Mark
Hug
i am nab and if your mom in law and you talk she is scared too. my mother in law is my best support when my hubby is deployed. we check up on one another and both love the same guy, so we share our fears, good luck and i am here for you if you need.- angel
Prayer
welcome back sweety, we have missed u!
Hug
Looks like its been a couple months since you been on, not that I'm complaining after my one year sabbatical, but I hope you are doing well. Love and rainbows, Kornbred
Hug
Just thought I would make a quick stop.. give you a hug... see how you are doing and wish you a beautiful and wonderful weekend! Peace, Love and Light, Libelle
-
Photos
-
Advertisement -
Support Groups
Close Alcoholism
I am married and have been for almost 3 years! I love my husband but his problem is tearing us apart and it hurts! He is a alcoholic but will not admit to it and I have tried things to help him but he only gets angry! I really don't know what to do1 If things continue down the path we are on we are going to wind up in divorice court and that is the last thing I want! It just feels like I am invisable to him! all he cares about is drinking! I am so worried about him!
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Not Working
- We went a few times and then he always had so reason he couldn't go anymore! When he was confronted about his problem he just got angry and said he didn't have a problem
Close Bipolar Disorder
I feel like I am a crazy person most of the time! I know that sound bad but I don't know how else to put it! One minute I'm happy, then sad, then mad well there is all kinds of different feeling I go through all the time! I'm not sure what to do anymore! It is having a very bad impact on my marriage and my life!
Treatments
- Seroquel Not Working
- I didn't feel any change at all! My doctor kept uping my dose but it still didn't seem to help!
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- Well I seem to be doing good! I feel the best I have ever felt my whole life!
- Pamelor Working / Worked
- The doc put me on this because she says it helps my Zoloft to work better! So again I'm doing pretty good so far!
Open Military Families
My husband is in the military and has been for over 2 years! When he joined I didn't agree with him! One of the reasons might be because he went and signed up without letting me know about it! Being in the military is hard on our marriage! I love him with all my heart but it is stressful on both of us! I hardly every see him and when I do he usally want to be left alone! I'm also not looking forward to him deploying! I know thats going to be really hard!
Open ADHD / ADD
Well what can I say I have a problem staying on track! Concentraiting, forgeting things, and my mind races all the time! I have problems sleeping! I feel lost sometimes cause I'll start something and forget what I'm doing! I has my moods fliping alot! I have several different people in my family that has ADD/ADHD as well! It really drives my husband crazy! He says it looks like I'm in another world most of the time! When we are talking I get side tracked easy!
Treatments
Open Endometriosis
I have been living with endometriosis for 14 years! I have had my ups and downs! I've had several surgery's! Been in pain most of my life! By the time the docters finaly figured out what was wrong with me I was already at stage three! It is a hard thing to go through having this! Most people don't understand what you are going through unless they have it themselves! It also puts me under a lot of stress physical and emotional! Its makes me lazy too! Worst of all not being able to have babies!
Treatments
- Surgery Somewhat Helpful
- Each time I had surgery it help any where from 4 months to 8 months!
- Oral Contraceptives Not Working
- Made me really sick no matter which ones I would be on!
Open Infertility
Type: EndometriosisI have always wanted to have children but I have endometriosis! Which causes me to be infertil! It is very hard on me! I see everyone with little one and most of the time I just want to cry! My husband is supportive but I know its hard on him too! I pray all the time and I know one day that my prayers will be answered!
Treatments
- Laparoscopic Surgery Working / Worked
- Just getting me ready for fertilily pills!
- Laser Surgery Working / Worked
- Cleaning my insides and tubes! works for awhile!
Open Sex / Pornography Addiction
My husband has a problem with flirting, watching porn on TV, cheaking out girls on the computer, chating with girls on games over the computer,getting their phone numbers,playing with them on the web cam, I chould keep going but that seems to be the just of things! He never wants to have sex with me or hardly even touches me! I know its because he has already taken care of himself! It makes me feel like crap about myself!
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
Well I have been between 100 and 115 my whole life until about a year ago! Then I gained 60 pounds! I don't know whathappened! I'm not sure if its my medical issues or the stress from whats going on with my marriage or stress from having my husbans in the military! Its probley all off them! I just feel so grose! I don't really enjoy much of anything aymore! I'm almost affaried to even go outside! I even have had some of the people my husband works with ask what happened to me!
Treatments
- Eating Healthier Foods Not Working
- It really didn't seem to help take the weight off! But I didn't gain more!
- Medifast Working / Worked
- Well it seems to be working so far but it is very expenseve!
Open Anger Management
Well I was in a car accident 15 years ago and ever since then I have had a very bad temper, anger problem! The doctors that I have went to say that I'm fine and I could control it if I wanted to! I feel that they are wrong and I know my husband, family and frinds would agree with me! I just don't know what to do to get the help I need!
