Journal Entry for December 19, 2008
December 19, 2008 1:36am
hurting..........................
Progress
85 %
Goal End Date is Oct 13, 08 409 days ago.
Hemoglobin Aic(Diabetes)
6.6
Beebae
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About Me
Beebae
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About Me
Mother of 2.divorced, husband could not cope.I see a rheumatologist who wants me to participate in a sleep study.Sleep study showed no apnea, and doctor did nothing. I have fibromyalgia that has just been diagnosed within the last 2 months of my life. So now I am trying to learn all I can about the disease. Today I was in bed all day. I don't want this to be the end of me. Doctors say I can never play tennis again, I need to start swimming. I am very depressed. I want to regain my independance, be myself again. Possible?
Mother of 2.divorced, husband could not cope.I see a rheumatologist who wants me to participate in a sleep study.Sleep study showed no apnea, and doctor did nothing. I have fibromyalgia that has just been diagnosed within the last 2 months of my life. So now I am trying to learn all I can about the disease. Today I was in bed all day. I don't want this to be the end of me. Doctors say I can never play tennis again, I need to start swimming. I am very depressed. I want to regain my independance, be
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Interests
I used to be a runner. Now I try to walk . I used to play tennis and bowl. Now I settle with the Wii game system.I like the computer but am first and foremost a singer/songwriter and I am working on a book. Being a mother has its rewards.I am also a Born-Again Christian.
I used to be a runner. Now I try to walk . I used to play tennis and bowl. Now I settle with the Wii
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1 am in the morning in pain and can't sleep
August 25, 2008 7:07am
Thank you for all the hugs
This is something that at my heart tugs
to really tell you how I feel
Even though my pain is now really real
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Fourth of July
July 4, 2008 10:28pm
Well the 4th of July is quiet at my house. Children gone. Mom (me) alone. I am trying to keep busy but I cant help but think of my kids. I guess …
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embarassed to the core
July 3, 2008 5:51pm
Well,yesterday I got er'd to the emergency room. My blood pressure was 147 over 107 and I had a terrible headache. I am back home now and trying …
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Wow ,this years sure gone by fast ,and i know we`ve both been pretty much awol ,what with family ,health problems ,and just life in general..
Just wanted you to know ,your thought about often ,and wished the very best.....take care..hope you`re all keeping well.....love and gentle hugs..sharon xoxxoxo
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Wishing you and your family the very best
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hope u feel better
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wishing you a wonderful mothers day my friend...its the most rewarding job we will ever do ,and also the hardest...take good care of you...much love ,and heaps of hugs...sharon xoxoxoox
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Hey there,how are you?
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Close Fibromyalgia
Married,mother of 2.Somewhat supportive husband. diagnosed with fibromyalgia about 3 months ago, had dibilitating pain for 2 1/2 yrs. Also diabetic,depression and anxiety. Had surgery hip replacements. One side got infected,rushed to hospital and then it began. Now will it ever end?
Treatments
- Hydrocodone Somewhat Helpful
- It seems to get rid of the pain for awhile so I can manage some of my day.(Sometimes)
- Lyrica Not Working
- hate it. had allergic reaction to it. hands feet and face swollen up.
- Ativan Somewhat Helpful
- Keeps the anxiety at bay.
- BuSpar Working / Worked
- It is a medication for insomnia. You have to take it at night or you will be sleepy all day.
- Talking Not Working
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- Prayer Somewhat Helpful
- Physical Exercise Somewhat Helpful
- hurts but helps
Close Anxiety
I started having anxiety qnd panic attacks after a divorce. I'd never heard of them before. I would also have panic attacks. I am remarried now but I still have anxiety at times.
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- this is working for me
- Breathing Exercises Considering
- BuSpar Too Soon to Tell
- I just started taking it. It is sedative.(?)
- Crying Not Working
- Music Too Soon to Tell
- Physical Exercise Not Working
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Jesus carrys me when I can't carry myself.I feel so guilty about my life choices.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressiondivorce my love, mother dies, remarries my love. He leaves me because of medical problems.
Treatments
- Effexor Working / Worked
- not working
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- might try it again...
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- doctor took me off this medication
- Zoloft Not Working
- did not work at all
- Prayer Somewhat Helpful
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- If I can get my mind off of the bad stuff and the pain
Open Diabetes Type 2
Been diabetic after a car accident that halted all my excercise activity bacame diabetic.
Treatments
- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- I do this anyhow
- Glipizide Working / Worked
- Yes?
- Metformin Working / Worked
- I guess
- Physical Exercise Somewhat Helpful
- I have fibromyalgia and it is hard to excercise while you hurt. Plus I cannot do the things i used to do for excercise because of the hip replacement
Open Parents of Children with ADHD
My son is 11 and has had adhd for 2 years. he is adorable and is hhis moms hero but he gets in trouble talking all the time. Whether it is interupting or talking to himself. I think he just talks entirely too much. Help?
Open Breakups & Divorce
Married my sons father twice and both times ended in divorce. After we separated for 8 months he came back and raped me. He is in the military, do they think they have the right?
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- I need a female for this kind of therapy.
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- helps alittle but they cant feel the pain and they change the subject quickly.
Open Sexual Abuse
My huband of whom I have been separated for 8 months came to my apt unannounced and raped me. Thats all I can say right now.
Open Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS)
diarrhea almost all the time, this is not normal something is wrong . Either diabetic medication or something else.
Treatments
- Chamomile Somewhat Helpful
- calming to me, but that is about it
- Imodium Somewhat Helpful
- Peppermint Somewhat Helpful
- sometimes when my stomach is hurting I will eat a couplle and then it feels alittle better
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Parentmother died Jan 14, 2006 not over it. Husband left 1 year and 4 months later. Double whammy ,, now my oldest daughter is leaving. Moving in with friends.
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- Grief Counseling Not Working
- no one accepts my insurance
- Music Working / Worked
- my escape
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Gods will will prevail eventually
- Reading Somewhat Helpful
- gets my mind off of things
- Scrapbooking Working / Worked
- calming
Open Abstinence & Celibacy
Divorced and raped by ex husband
