Journal Entry for April 29, 2009
April 29, 2009 1:22pm
i'm working six days, i'm sicker than a dog, and i'm moving today. i'm so tired and feel very homeless. here's to the …
Holli 
3:55pm, June 26, 2009
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About Me
Holli
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About Me
I am divorced and i feel GREAT about that! If someone would have told me when I joined this site that these words would come out of my mouth I would have said they were insane! What a journey it has been but one that i have to appreciate cuz I wouldn't be where i am now.
I am divorced and i feel GREAT about that! If someone would have told me when I joined this site that these words would come out of my mouth I would have said they were insane! What a journey it has been but one that i have to appreciate cuz I wouldn't be where i am now.
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Interests
i love to ride motorcycles, hang out with my daughters (20 and 23) and friends, cook, sew, and spend time watching TV or reading.
i love to ride motorcycles, hang out with my daughters (20 and 23) and friends, cook, sew, and spend
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just started
April 24, 2009 4:00pm
just started the chantix again and of course i am waiting for it to do its wonderful job. hopefully soon the will power to change will catch …
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i'm back
April 14, 2009 12:15pm
so much has happened and not happened since the surgery. was in for five days and it was verrrry painful but good news is that it is almost …
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nice to hear from you! i wonder if you're ever on here to chat? i guess i'm doing ok...back trying to date and it's been challenging. i have a few questions about this guy i'm seeing....you always listened to my litanies in the past on men!!! ;)
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yo!!!! where you been? i.e. some news please =P
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Have not seen you post, how is your quit going? I do hope it is going well for you. Try to pledge each day, if you can, keeps you accountable to yourself. Hugs to ya!
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you moved yet?
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so right... just read (yeah I'm late as always) your lat entry... by the time you read this the new year will ahve rung in... did ya buy a pack?
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Breakups & Divorce
Treatments
- Leave Working / Worked
- LOVE IT and want more of it! damn bills!
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- If it weren't for my support here and among my friends, i don't want to think where i would be.
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- DS is saving my sanity! I love knowing i'm not alone
- Talking Working / Worked
- Only way to go when you are in crisis!
- Time Working / Worked
- The marriage has been bad for at least five years with three separations. he was my whole life but guess what, over time it is sinking in that you can love someone that is bad for you.
Close Smoking Addiction & Recovery
i have smoked a pack a day for 30 years. i have made some half hearted attempts in the past to quit but they have not stuck. i hate that i do this to my kids and bf as they hate it. i hate that i do it to myself but i love it. i have been on chantix for about 6 weeks and i'm smoking about 4 cigarettes a day. i have to quit for a major surgery i have coming up but problem is my heart is not really in it. i want to take this opportunity to change my life for the better.
Treatments
- Chantix Working / Worked
- i think it is what antabuse is to alcoholics....wow. it makes me so nauseous if i even think about it. i love it as it just kills the "want".
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- i'm sure it will help since the "divorce" group is the only reason i made it through the past year.
- Willpower Not Working
- i keep saying if i had any willpower i would be done smoking already as the chantix is really doing its job.
