Journal Entry for July 9, 2007
well i took a long hot bath in the dark last night holding a razor. i am tired of all this shi* going threw my head. i try to be happy, but then the …
not in a very good place to say anything nice let alone about my self
not in a very good place to say anything nice let alone about my self
well i took a long hot bath in the dark last night holding a razor. i am tired of all this shi* going threw my head. i try to be happy, but then the …
well it is 10pm and i am feeling loopy cuz of the klonopin and ambien. i want so bad to just dump them all down my throat. i hate my life, not one …
Just because
Just in case you needed one.
Hey there my DS sister, here's hopeing that today went better for you than the other day when you sent me my hug. I wonder how I get through some days myself, take care of yourself....Dwayne
Just because... Dwayne
Just checking to see if you're alright, as I see it's been a while since you written in your journal. I truley hope every thing is fine with you. Have a good night.
the basics: bipolar age 11. 5 institutions, group homes, joined army, out cuz bipolar, single mom with two kids. son age 6 has bipolar also. so NOT easy to deal with him and self love of my life, been through hell and back with me yet so hard to live with.girl age 2 perfect to me. 3 ex-husbands, can't keep a man, one wants to marry me, don't know why when i am nothing nor have anything to love. i have NO patience and a very bad temper. really needing help and support with my son and i.