Hmm....
April 30, 2008 8:19pm
So my mom is supposed to get out today. Though it don't think I ever mentioned she was back in the hospital. I'm trying to cut back on …
Goal Completed on Jan 21, 08
fishysarah
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About Me
fishysarah
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About Me
I am not a big fan of life. Things aren't going very well at the moment for me in regards to friends and family. I try to put it behind me but it always brings itself back up. I'm trying to move away from the cutting and suicide attempts. I've had three attempts this year and cut god knows how many times. I live on my own with my dog (which is the main thing I live for) Pepper. He is truely a blessing to me as I may not be here without him.
I am not a big fan of life. Things aren't going very well at the moment for me in regards to friends and family. I try to put it behind me but it always brings itself back up. I'm trying to move away from the cutting and suicide attempts. I've had three attempts this year and cut god knows how many times. I live on my own with my dog (which is the main thing I live for) Pepper. He is truely a blessing to me as I may not be here without him.
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Interests
not entirely sure at this time but definetly Pepper.
not entirely sure at this time but definetly Pepper.
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The Race
April 16, 2008 11:05pm
There is a race I run
around the track I go
the track you can not see though
for it is only in my mind
up at dawn
down at dusk
but what is in between …
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The Truth
April 16, 2008 11:04pm
It may hurt you
It may hurt me
but I don't know how else to make you see
the torture that lives
It lives so deep within me
I want to make it go …
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The Truth
April 16, 2008 11:04pm
It may hurt you
It may hurt me
but I don't know how else to make you see
the torture that lives
It lives so deep within me
I want to make it go …
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The Truth
April 16, 2008 11:03pm
It may hurt you
It may hurt me
but I don't know how else to make you see
the torture that lives
It lives so deep within me
I want to make it go …
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Hugbook
Present
have a VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! =D
Ray of Sunshine
Just a little sunshine to brighten your day!
Celebration
Okay, we're gonna have a party this time. You need cheering up and so do I. You bring the o'deurves and I'll supply the wine, okay? This is gonna be a big bash. Love you, sweetie ... Kyle Anne
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Flower
I'm sending you flowers, because you not only deserve them but they might brighten up your life a bit. If you can't smile ... I'll smile for you, okay? Keeping you on my mind. peace and love ... Kyle Anne
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Hug
SUPER HUGSSSSSSS I JUST FINSHED MY BOOK AND I WANT TO GIVE OUT HUGS LIKE ITS EXTRA CHANGE!!!!!
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Support Groups
Close Shyness
I'm extremely shy. I think it comes from when I was in middle school. Evreywhere I went there was someone making fun of me in a very cruel way. I just learned to shut up and not say anything as it just made it worse.....
Open Depression
Treatments
- EMDR Not Working
- I hated it. Couldn't focus enough due to the fact that my concentration has been really screwed up.
- Prozac Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
Open Lyme Disease
fishysarah hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Epilepsy & Seizures
Treatments
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a FriendTreatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- I cry to this day on the day that she died as well as around her birthday. She was in my brothers class which makes it hard also because as he has all of his "firsts" they would have been his.
- Pets Working / Worked
- Upon Cheri's death her family gave me two of her most prized possessions; her hamsters Brownie and Butterscotch. Of course they became first in line for me even before my other pets. Sadly, hamsters do not live long and they died within the next year or so. She also had adored our science teachers rats that lived at school, of who I also inheirieted. I guess I can be called the pied piper.
- Poetry Working / Worked
- Remembering Working / Worked
- Time Working / Worked
Open Sexual Abuse
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