More of an abuser than I thought...
July 10, 2009 12:04pm
I'm not sure if anybody remembers, but a while ago I was looking for information on signs of abusive people. I saved all of this in a file on my …
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estrellaSMC
1:04pm, July 10, 2009
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About Me
estrellaSMC
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About Me
I'm a female college graduate with Asperger's Syndrome. I'm a member of the United Church of Christ, and am proud of it. I'm still single. Just about a year ago I found some information on emotional abuse and emotional neglect. I recognized a lot of things my father did to me when I was young, so now it is my belief that he abused me. I also believe that my father may have physically abused me as well because my mother tells me there was a time that when I was bad he'd hit me in the head. If it wasn't physical abuse, it was pretty close. It can be dangerous to smack a kid in the head like that. My parents are divorced and I live with my mother. I also found out that I have some gallstones. Not enough to need surgery yet, but enough to cause pain if I eat anything too fatty.
I'm a female college graduate with Asperger's Syndrome. I'm a member of the United Church of Christ, and am proud of it. I'm still single. Just about a year ago I found some information on emotional abuse and emotional neglect. I recognized a lot of things my father did to me when I was young, so now it is my belief that he abused me. I also believe that my father may have physically abused me as well because my mother tells me there was a time that when I was bad he'd hit me in the head. If it wasn't
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Interests
Horses, writing computer programs, my church, listening to music, doing plastic canvas and stenciling projects, writing stories (fanfiction, for the most part, as well as some stories involving myself and what I hope to happen in the future), & reading.
Horses, writing computer programs, my church, listening to music, doing plastic canvas and stenciling
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Roller coaster day
June 18, 2009 8:09pm
This day started out so great. About a week ago someone from my church offered to have me design a web site for them. It's paid and everything! I …
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Journal Entry for March 27, 2009
March 27, 2009 10:11pm
My feelings are really up in the air tonight. A lot of things have been going on recenty, and I feel like I need to get everything out.
First, …
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Free Hug Day
February 13, 2009 8:58am
I read somewhere that today is Free Hug Day. I thought that this would be a perfect opportunity to hug all my friends here on DS (like I need an …
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Hi. I am really sorry that I haven't been in touch with you lately. Thank you so much for not deleted me from your friends list. I really appreaciate it. I haven't had internet for 26 days now because I lost my internet because I couldn't afford to pay for my internet bill. Before I lost my internet, I was off of DS for a while because I forgot my password, so I reset my password last week. You can e-mail me at babysitterjct3@live.com. I would love to hear from you. Dawn
Moment of Peace
My thoughts and prayers are always with you my friend.
High Five
Thats awesome hun! Im so happy for you! Keep us updated how it works out :) Love n hugs x x x
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Hi sweets! How are you? I hope your doing okay! I miss you! (((hugs)))Kirsten
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I know what you mean about jobs, just getting one these days is so hard work. Im doing voluntary for my local charity, hoping it gets me a full-time job out of it because its been nearly five years without a real job and I've been on as many course's etc! I've had seasonal work here and there but once that comes to an end its back to the drawing board. We both seem to have limited ourselves in the job front, it must be an of AS issue, it must be! Yeah I have been saying that for a long long time, theirs no point getting forced into a job if your not gonna enjoy it and you have no interest, as we'll only get even more depressed than when were before hand and we'll waste not only our time but the work place should we take it on. It can be very tough but you have to keep your head up and keep trying. Yeah I saw the Aspergers thing you sent. very good thanks
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Support Groups
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
I have come to believe that I was emotionally abused and emotionally neglected by my father. He never paid attention to me unless something went wrong with his computer--even when I had nothing to do with the problem. He never verbally said "I love you." He never hugged me...or even touched me.
Close Gallstones
My father had problems with his gall bladder, and now I'm starting to develop problems of my own. It's scary, because I remember how sick my father was.
Open Asperger Syndrome
I have AS. I have had it for many years, and have gotten used to it. I don't really remember when I was diagnosed with it.
Open Anxiety
I have been diagnosed as having anxiety. My panic attacks are a lot fewer than they were in the past. Now I'm likely to get nervous but not disabled by my fear.
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- It pretty much always works and there are no side effects.
Open Pet Bereavement
We lost one cat a while ago. Now, recently, another one has been diagnosed with stomach cancer. They say she won't make it to live to Christmas.
Open Step Families
My parents are divorced and my father has remarried a woman who is raising her granddaughter.
Open Healthy Relationships
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Child Abuse Survivors
low self esteem
PHYSICAL AND VERBAL ABUSE SURVIVORS
A.S.A Aspergers Syndrome Awareness
Horsin Around
Aniexty Disorder
A-Sexuality
survivors of abuse
Adult Children of Divorce
The group for the severely short
Standing up against abuse
WOMEN ONLY
Adult survivors of child abuse
prayer request line
Aspie Christians
Emotional Abuse
Animal Attack Survivors
Stepfamilies
Prayer Room
Unemployed But Still Looking
PRAYER REQUESTS and PRAISES TO GOD
Vermont Aspies
