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littlebro 
7:44am, November 30, 2008
The reality of today is something I will face for the rest of my life. That is will I ever find someone special that will want to spend the rest of her life with me? This question faces us all and if I must live alone, I guess that is something I should get used to once more. I had hoped for more from a friend I met in FL but I made a bad judgement, in that I was afraid to open up to her fully for fear that she would never want to see me and when i did open up it was too late as she has taken this news badly and will possibly never want to see me again. I hate feeling like I hurt her so and hope that time will heal our pain. 
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I feel you, I live the life you are living in, and say the same thing that I will spend the rest of my life living alone. We just need to start seeing people that is like us with HIV. Just to remind you I am here for you and I will never leave you. If you need to talk i'm here.
Mary
missmary
hey maybe writing her aletter to explain yourself and how you feel may help things
thoughts and prayers for you
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gerri
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