Journal Entry for July 9, 2007
I ate at Panda Express today, and rather than the usual fare of fried rice and orange chicken, I opted for noodles and steamed veggies. They say that …
I ate at Panda Express today, and rather than the usual fare of fried rice and orange chicken, I opted for noodles and steamed veggies. They say that …
hey...how are you today?
Don't give up/by giving up they win. At least, that's how I think of it. It is not your fault--you were just a kid-but now YOU are in control of you own life. Take Control!! terri
I read your post and just wanted you to know I care. I was raised the same way, so I can understand how you feel. I hope you have a nice day, and know that I am thinking about you today. XX Jill
Just reaching out... I hope you have a wonderful Sunday!
Here is a Hug for you!!!
Been overweight my entire life. At 5'11", I hovered around 280 lbs for years. Two years ago, dropped to 198 lbs, then sprang back up to 245 (present day). Trying to lose it again, but do it right this time (so it will stay off).
Always had trouble paying attention while growing up. My parents tried everything, but nothing worked. I have difficulty concentrating and have an extremely short attention span. I have poor impulse control, and poor mental "noise" control.
I've been depressed most of my life, from what I can remember. I never knew that I had "depression", I simply thought that life sucked. After coming close to suicide 3 times, I decided to seek help.
Grew up in a very dysfunctional family. My father abandoned me when I was two, my mother has always been too drugged up to even notice me.
My mother passed codependency on to me, either through genetics or simple emotional neglect. It has affected my entire emotional life.
I've always had personality problems that kept me from realizing my true potential. I never knew what was going on, until I read about borderline personality disorder.
I've always had trouble quieting my mind, and thus I've been an insomniac for a very long time. Some nights I sleep wonderfully (generally by overworking myself) but most nights are horrible. I can't live without my sleep, either!
I've been overweight all of my life, it's a never ending battle...