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I don't always feel happy, that is for sure, but I am trying my best and supporting my family and do better when I remind myself of my blessings. I am fortunate enough to have my sons, and my brothers and thier wives and my new niece Caroline. I am tackling new challenges at work and I feel a little bit over my head, but I am hoping that if I don't show it, no one at work will realize....lol. I love my sons so much, and am so grateful that they are in my life. I don't think many of the people who know me through work would know I have such a small deep sad spot in my heart, loneliness for those I've lost.....the man I loved, my parents and grandparents etc................That never goes away, but as I said earlier, I feel better when I remind myself of my blessings.
