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Journal Entry for January 9, 2009 Mood
Friday, January 9, 2009

CALORIES

Non-Fat Latte: 130

Strawberry Cupcake: 310

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Emergen-C:

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 TOTAL: 440

 

Recieved a Birthday Cupcake this morning at my Pod Party. Didn't want to be rude so I ate one. Didn't go to dinner last night because I just wasn't feeling well. And I'm worried because it was ovary and abdominal pain, felt like endometriosis pain. So I'm giving it a week and hoping it goes away, probably not very smart but I can hope. I hadmy annual/pap two days ago so I'm hoping that it's just from my gyno pushing and prodding on me. It already feels a little better than last night. Maybe some of my junk got shifted and beat up a little and it's just adjusting??? It's just seems so coincidental that I tell my gyno everything's great and I'm feel perfect and normal, physically that is, and then the next day I feel like it's back. I hope I don't have an endometrioma that was flying under the radar and then she pushed on me and it sprouted a tiny leak. Ugh, that would suck. And of course it hurts more on my left ovary - the one I almost lost but my RE was able to save it. So now I'm just worried if I'm going to be told it I have to lose lefty for real. My poor gimpy ovaries. And we're not TTC because we're too scared and frankly we don't have the money for IVF #2. What does it all mean????!!!! I'm over thinking. It'll go away in a few days, I'm sure.

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