Join Now
LP66 
CALORIES
Melba Toasts: 125
Cheese: 210
LC Potstickers:260
Chocolate Pretzels: 100
----------------------------------
Coffee:100
----------------------------------
Emergen-C:25
----------------------------------
2 Glasses Pinot Noir: 235
2 Pieces Bread w/1tbsp butter: 313
Tomato Mozzarella Salad: 300
8oz Filet Mignon: 406
Steamed Brocolli: 50
Chocolate Fudge Cake w/Ice Cream: 500
----------------------------------
TOTAL: 2,624
So far I haven't had anything but water (it's 11:30am now) and I'm STARVING!!! I had to fast for blood work at my doc appt. I just left and had to come back to work for a quick minute and I am heading home for LUNCH! My doc switched me to Lexapro. (will begin to research after lunch). I was on Zoloft and got off because I thought I was okay but I'm clearly NOT! Anyway, I hope I start feeling better soon and stop making myself insane. I just need to focus on the good in life and get goal oriented. I always do better when I have motivated goals, and of course antidepressants. Whatever - I'm fine with being medicated, it's better than crying 5x a day. I'm actually even excited about taking Lexapro! I hope it works!
Oh and I'm going out to dinner tonight and tomorrow night for my b-day. I'll try to be good - BUT it's my BIRTHDAY. And all I wanted was to go out for a nice dinner, no presents, nothing fancy just a nice dinner. And it really should be moderately healthy cuz all I want is a small beautiful cut of steak and a salad. Tonight is with just the hubby and tomorrow is with family.
And... FAILURE!!!! AGAIN.
