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I guess the Holidays will never be the same for me. This time last year my Two Week Wait was coming to an end and I was counting down to the beta test. I can't believe a year ago I was pregnant and my life was going to be so different than how it has actually turned out. Anyway, things just seem weird: the smells, the decorations, everything is just a sharp memory of that important time. I wonder how I'll feel next year?
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I was just reading a friends journal and she is going through what you went through. I can't by to see how you were doing, especially with the timing. I've never been through what you went through and I can't offer her much advice as to what to expect when she has to deliver a child she knows will not live. My heart breaks for her now as is did for you.
It is strange how things like smells. decorations, a song on the radio can take us right back to a place we were before. Some times they are sad, painful things that in some ways we wished we did not have to experience again.
I am praying that 2009 offers you so many wonderful things.
Lioness816