LP66's Journal

Calories:

Coffee: 100

Total: 100

Man yesterday SUCKED. So I go to the gym and there's a notice at the entrance. My gym is closing and will no longer exsist on Nov. 26. Noooooooooooooo!!!! This is the best gym ever! It's stupid close, convienent, small and I know everybody. Everybody knows me. We're on a first name basis and we chat about health and exercise and motivate each other, and get on one another when we haven't seen them in a week. Ugh. My two closest options are not close or convienent AT ALL. And I've been to one of them a dozen times before and just couldn't get into the vibe there. I hate it. So now I'm looking at other completely different gyms that are closer. But this is such a bummer. 

After this news, I get on the treadmill and can't find my headphones, they are lost, not even in the car. So I ran and did the stairs for 20min and that was all I could take with no music. I HATE working out sans my iPod. To top off the night I get in the car and that song "Arms of an Angel" by Sarah McLaugcklan (sp?) is on and it just made me cry my eyes out.

I had to sit in the driveway for a while just to pull myself together. And this made me really dread the shower this Sat. I don't know what to do, or how to act. I need a game plan and an exit strategy. Am I freaking out or is this normal? I don't know.