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brenlee1960: Hi to everyone, I'm sorry I havn't been writting lately. I have had a bad reaction to the chemo. Been very sick. Velcade is working, I am still making blood. The side effects are awfull for me though. Not sure if my doctor is going to continue the chemo or not yet. I'm so affraid if the chemo stops will I stop making my own blood again. I don't want to have no more blood transfusions. If anyone has any ideas for my doctor please let me know. I am in so much pain and it is getting very hard for me. I'm trying to stay and remain very positive, but I can't take the pain. So if anyone has and suggestions for me I am very open to it. I hope all my friends are doing well right now. I am praying for all of you as well. I think about all of you and I tell everyone that I have met some really nice and very important people on this sight. You all mean a great deal to me. I think I'm getting that stupid chemo brain stuff they talk about too. If anyone knows anything about it let me know please. I hope it goes away. Well I'm going to let you all go for now. Miss you all I send many prayers for you and wish you all a great day. See you soon. Love your friend Brenda Lee 
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Hi Brenda, I have been wondering how you are doing. Haven't heard from you for a long time. I'm so sorry that you have to go through such a hard time,but remember God is with you all the way,he will never leave you.I know during hard times sometimes it doesn't feel as if he is there,but I know he has helped me many difficult times. Hang in there. Prayers are going your way. Your friend Susan
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