goals
October 26, 2009 1:12am
not smoke free no more as found it too hard
Progress
15 %
Goal End Date is Dec 5, 08 339 days ago.
spanna1 
3:26am, September 28, 2009
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About Me
spanna1
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About Me
I am getting on with life a lot better than what i used to, yes sure still have my struggles from time to time but that all comes with the mental health bi polar, so pretty used to that now. I have a lovely partner and he supports me extremely well. I have a lot more self esteem and confidence with myself now especially since i have lost all the weight i used to have on me as used to be a size 22 and weighed 130 kg (beginning of this year 2008) now right down to a size 10 and weigh 62 kg, so huge improvement which makes me feel better with myself. Love helping out other people, and usually put myself last, that is just how i was brought up. Are now getting out a lot more than i used to also and socialising more and also invite friends over for coffee and also meals from time to time which is big improvement.
I am getting on with life a lot better than what i used to, yes sure still have my struggles from time to time but that all comes with the mental health bi polar, so pretty used to that now. I have a lovely partner and he supports me extremely well. I have a lot more self esteem and confidence with myself now especially since i have lost all the weight i used to have on me as used to be a size 22 and weighed 130 kg (beginning of this year 2008) now right down to a size 10 and weigh 62 kg, so huge
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Interests
Tapestry, cross-stitch, running, tri-athlons, horse riding, swimming, Painting (Art) canvas work, playing my musical instruments flute, keyboard, , and writing my own music and lyrics, bush walks and tramping, and camping.
Tapestry, cross-stitch, running, tri-athlons, horse riding, swimming, Painting (Art) canvas work, playing
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Hugbook
Ray of Sunshine
hi babe im sending you a ray of sunshine ,i just wonted to let you know im not to far away, i hope that you are well and i will try to message you soon lots of love a careing friend i havent forgot you take care biggggggggggggg hugsssssssssssssss a friend.xxx.
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have a good weekend
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Sometime this year, we taxpayers may again receive an Economic Stimulus payment.
This is a very exciting new program. I will explain it using the Q and A format:
Q. What is an Economic Stimulus payment?
A. It is money that the federal government will send to taxpayers.
Q. Where will the government get this money?
A. From taxpayers.
Q. So the government is giving me back my own money?
A. Only a smidgen.
Q. What is the purpose of this payment?
A. The plan is that you will use the money to purchase a high-definition TV set, thus stimulating the economy.
Q. But isn't that stimulating the economy of China ?
A. Shut up.
Below is some helpful advice on how to best help the US economy by spending your stimulus check wisely:
* If you spend the stimulus money at Wal-Mart, the money will go to China .
* If you spend it on gasoline, your money will go to the Arabs.
* If you purchase a computer, it will go to India .
* If you purchase fruit and vegetables, it will go to Mexico , Honduras and Guatemala .
* If you buy a car, it will go to Japan .
* If you purchase useless stuff, it will go to Taiwan .
* If you pay your credit cards off, or buy stock, it will go to management bonuses and they will hide it offshore.
Instead, keep the money in America by:
1 spending it at yard sales, or
2 going to hockey/ball games, or
3 spending it on prostitutes, or
4 beer or
5 tattoos.
(These are the only American businesses still operating in the US ..)
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I'm going to go to a ball game with a tattooed prostitute that I met at a yard sale, and drink beer! Just call me a patriot.-
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I like cowboy stories
A young cowboy walks into the town cafe. He sits at the counter and notices an old cowboy with his arms folded, staring blankly at a full bowl of chili.
After fifteen minutes of just sitting there staring at it, the young cowboy bravely asked the old cowpoke, "If you ain't gonna eat that, mind if I do?" The older cowboy slowly turns his head toward the young wrangler and in his best cowboy manner says, "Nah, go ahead."
Eagerly, the young cowboy reaches over and slides the bowl over to his place and starts spooning in it with delight. He gets nearly down to the bottom and notices a dead mouse in the chili. The sight was shocking and he immediately barfs up the chili into the bowl.
The old cowboy quietly says, "Yep, that's as far as I got, too." -
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thanks for the hug im sorry that it is taking a while for you to get better this time take care im here for you my friend any time love a friend.xxx.Biggggggggggggggg Hugsssssssssssss!
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
Hi my name Anna I have Bipolar and severe depression and self injure when i get really depressed
Close Self-Injury
HI my name is anna and i have being self injuring for a few years now and are 29 years old.
Treatments
Open Sexual Abuse
was sexually abused throughout my childhood and again twice once in 2002 and again in 2005 and are still having trouble dealing with it all and go to counselling but find hard to talk about this issue.
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- work at times other times not so effective.
- Music Working / Worked
- helps soothe me and calm my emotions down when get too overwhelmed
- Talking Not Working
- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- i have been going to counselling for awhile but find it hard to approach this subject as find it still very hard to open up about
Open Epilepsy & Seizures
have had grand mal epilepsy since a baby and still have seizures from time to time and find it really hard when ave them as after having one cant drive for a further six months. Plus i dont know when one is coming on as dont get any warning signs.
Treatments
- Depakote Working / Worked
- are on 2500mgs of this a day works well in conjuction with other medication.
- Clonazepam Working / Worked
- take ten mgs of this a day and works well in with epilim
Open Migraine Headaches
have only just this year 2007 started getting migraines
Treatments
- Compazine Working / Worked
- works really well
Open Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS)
Was only diagnosed with this 6 May 2008. My partner and I have been trying to get pregnant for awhile now and wandering why I wasn't getting pregnant! I angry,sad,hurt,frustrated and feel really lost.
Treatments
- Laparoscopic Surgery Working / Worked
- Not sure if it has worked. As still get pains from time to time.
Open Insomnia
Every night have major trouble with sleep staying asleep and getting off to sleep and to stop my mind racing. On a good night i get 2-3 hours .
Treatments
- Counting Sheep Working / Worked
- didnt work
- Lavender Not Working
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Reading Somewhat Helpful
- as if read for long period this does start to make me tired and sleepy especially textbooks as they get rather boring.
Open Trying To Conceive
my partner and i have been trying to conceive now for at jsut over a year now and still nothing. Should i give up on my hope and dream to become a mum???? Qeustions going through my mind is why is this happening to me?, what can i do? etc and not to mention blaming self thinking its all my fault.
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a RelativeMy nana passed away April 19th 2008. Hit hard with this as she raised me up all my life so she was my mum. Still have my moments big time but that expected.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- sitll cry alot on regular basis
- Getting Angry Working / Worked
- Grief Counseling Working / Worked
- working still seeing a counsellor
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
